Sau Cheng Says..

Christmas Toes

2011-12-09T20:38:00.001-08:00

Want your little toes to get festive as well?

I'm gonna show you how!

All you need is.....

1. The base colour: I recommend red or a midnight blue. :)

2. ALLLLLL your glitter gear!

3. White nailpolish for the snowflake.

4. A TOOTHPICK.

Okok this is not as nice as those that you can find from the Internet out there.

But let's face it, as mindblowing as their nail art are, not every Tom, Dick and Harry can achieve the same results when attempted. I know cos I tried. And it turned out like crap.

So I'm offering an easier alternative for you guys who kinda suck at art, like me. :)

Sooooooooo.... here goes!

Step 1

Paint your base colour!

TIP: It is VERY important to let it dry thoroughly or else the snowflake will be carved into the red. Definitely not what we want, do we? D:

Step 2

The snow.

TIP: Painting the snow is easier than it looks. Just paint the top part, remove the excess nailpolish from the brush, and use the slightly dry brush to create dabs of snow.

Step 3

Use the toothpick to carefully dot a snowflake out!

Pretty sure you can do better than me and I only dot them out because it's so much easier than to DRAW a snowflake on. Not easy for shaky hands like mine!

TIP: Because you have so much going on at the big toe already, just do some simple accents

for the remaining little toes. I added a 'diamente' drop on the side of each little toe.

Pretty? Yes. Simple? YES YES YES.

Step 4

Finish off with topcoat!

You GOTTA have topcoat. Here, I chose a glittery one to add to the Christmas feel!

and..... VOILA!

Now where did I get my inspiration from, you ask?

Source: http://www.fashionlatest.net/christmas-nail-designs.html

Yes I was supposed to DRAW a perfect snowflake but... close enough? Hehe.

Here was my first and FAILED attempt:

More like a star? Less like a snowflake. :/

I even tried it on my sister and mommy! They're so nice to be my experimental specimens xD

My mum didn't want the shiny snow on top so I added some snowdrops. :)

I did the one on the right. It's basically plain snow on a cool winter night. I tried? But it looked really messy haha.

Hope you guys liked this. :)

Here's wishing you a.....

Longing

2011-10-29T04:54:00.000-07:00

Hi. I've been doing some thinking lately. Actually, I ALWAYS think and ponder as if the universe and the lives it holds depend on it HAHAHA. Ok *clears throat* so I've been thinking. And I realised, that I haven't been feeling that way for a LONG LOOOONG time. The feeling when you meet someone and you JUST like him. You know, it didn't occur to you what attracted you but you JUST like him. JUST. Not those kinda likes where you take some time to convince yourself that hey... this guy's been my friend for some time... he's got great attitude.. he's a nice guy.. why not.. lets fall for him? No.

I'm talking about that feeling you have from the START. Love at first sight. Love at first sound. Love at first smell (lol?). Whatever you call it. I've felt it when I was 14 and then 17 and then no more.

This feeling... arghh this feeling.. is amazing.. you don't give crap about what people say about you. You don't care about how you're acting. All you know is that you've fallen head over heels.... and FAST... for a STRANGER. And what's even MORE amazing is having him fall for you just as HARD. He's JUST as obsessed.

Yeahhhh that feeling... is amazing.

No worries. No nothing.

Because your love is enough to glue everything in pieces. That's what you thought at that moment. Heck at that moment you think you're a freakin' superhero surrounded by this cloak of liquid luck. The Cloak Of Euphoria. That's what I'd like to call it. But here's the downfall... as wonderful as having passion and romance blasted at your face sounds.. it fizzles out soooo quickly. Like how fireworks.. marvellous, marvellous things... BEAUTIFUL explosions.. fizzle out waay too quickly.

I'm too old already to be feeling this way. I should be looking out for stability and security. But when life gets too serious sometimes... you just can't help but feel the sense of ...

longing....

for that spark.

That moment.

That love.

That dream, aloud.

Just....

longing....

♥ Sau Cheng.

Stupid Punjabi

2011-10-14T01:09:00.000-07:00

I've actually known this guy from tuition since form 1. He was SO annoying.. always cracking lame ass jokes and just creating a lot of disturbance in class. One word : MONKEY. And then we got to know each other a little better after form 5. I guess he was trying to chase me at that time(?) but I went and got myself a boyfriend. Haha PHAIL. I guess life just works its way out because I'm really proud to have an AWESOME friend like Darren. :DD

To Dar Dar,

I don't care if you say you're an asshole to everyone else but all I know is that you've been nothing but sweet and caring to me. :)

When you say you're going to be there for me, you REALLY are there. You take the initiative to care when I'm nervous, scared, mad, sad, excited. You always know the right things to say to make me feel better. :)

But all I really wanted to say is....

DAR DAR!!

I know I can't make your birthday as awesome as you made mine but not a lot of girls will blog about a STIUUUUPID guy like you so DON'T COMPLAIN!

Oh and to anyone who's reading this, this guy's not my boyfriend or whatever. My boyfriend's Matthew Gray Gubler. :DDD

Falling in Love. Why bother?

2011-08-30T00:58:00.000-07:00

Why do people fall in love anyway? I mean sure it is a wonderful feeling, it's completely out of the world. But when you look it with my Reality Glasses, falling in love, maybe isn't so heavenly afterall. Here are a few reasons why I think, maybe people shouldn't fall in the first place.

1. The Person

Right. I'm super Miss Picky because when I fall, I don't wanna JUST fall for anyone. I want someone who would make things last. It's not just how he looks, it's his attitude. I love someone with hopes and dreams. Someone who's passionate about life. Someone who cares. Someone who understands. And most importantly, someone who knows how to treat a lady right. Arghhh I want so many things. So meeting THAT person, in the first place, is a bother. So how? Fall in love with myself lah better.

2. The Timing

Great. Let's say you've found that person. He's ALL you ever wanted. And his love is ALL you need. And he loves you all the same. BUT he's attached. BUMMER. What now?

Ok scenario number two. Now here's a guy who loves you with all his heart. And he could be that one person you've been waiting for. But YOU don't quite fancy him. Not right now. ANOTHER bummer. So it's not that simple. Why can't life be more simple?

Timing, is very very essential in love.

3. The Relationship

Alright let's just say you've met your soulmate at the perfect time and nothing could go wrong.

But relationships... relationships are soooo frustrating. Compromise, honesty, trust, sacrifice. SO much to practise when in a relationship. You're giving up your freedom. Giving up some alone time. Giving a lot to gain love. Sometimes it works out fine.

But sometimes it makes you think twice: Is she/he REALLY worth it?

4. The Heartbreak

SOMEONE is bound to hurt in love. Even married couples. Married people aren't lovey dovey continuously for 50 years. The fights. The cheating. The lies. That's the ugly truth about life and about human beings. And heartbreaks SUCK. It hurts when someone cheats on you. It hurts when your lover loses his feelings for you. It hurts when you experience unrequited love. It hurts that it hurts more for YOU than for him.

So here are 4 good reasons why we shouldn't bother falling in love in the first place. :/

But then again, why do we put ourselves through so much trouble?

Because there are a MILLION and one reasons to love compared to just a meagre FOUR reasons to NOT.

Because at the end of the day, you want someone to listen.

Someone to laugh with.

Someone to cry with.

Someone to hold you when it's cold outside.

Someone to feed you when you're too lazy to even pick up a damn spoon.

Someone to share your life with.

Someone to tell you how beautiful you look even without all that make up.

Someone, to hold your hand when you're 6o and old.

Sooooooo... falling in love. What say you?

Just something to ponder about.

♥

A moment. A love. A dream. Aloud.

Don't make a girl fall for you if you don't plan to catch her in the first place okay?

2011-08-05T22:21:00.000-07:00

Penang guys are ugly. Ok not ugly ugly but just ugly in the inside.

Idk why but a lot of people regard me like Aunt Agony and come to me whenever they have

relationship problems and guys keep telling me about how terrible girls are, playing with their feelings and then leaving them hanging just like that. They say girls are complicated.

Well here's a girl's side of the story, you suckers.

I've only really have my heart broken ONCE and it was enough.

You know, this guy probably thought I was nothing, but him to me, at that time, was everything.

It took me, believe it or not, almost a year to completely not feel sad over him and the whole time I was dealing with getting back up on my feet, he got himself another girl, broke up and fell for idk how many millions girls after that.

Right, the whole thing is not about him. I don't understand why guys go to 5 different girls at the same time, make each one of them feel like they're special, and at their own convenience just pick the best one for THEMSELVES and forget the other 4. You can't contain your lust? You need THAT much attention?

" You don't make a girl fall for you if you don't plan on catching her in the first place."

ESPECIALLY when that girl is super amazing and you're just down right paria.

Come on, all that guys have to do is to be super damn sweet to a girl, and no matter how ugly

you are, she'll fall for you. I think that's a terrible thing to do cos when at the end, you ditch

her. And make her feel THAT much worthless. I can absolutely forgive you for being an asshole, because well, aren't we all a little asshole-ish in the inside? But what I cannot forgive you, is for wasting my time. And for bringing my self-esteem sooooo low.

Ok I'm not bragging here. But I have had many people crushing on me. And I had the courtesy of not responding so they know they won't have hope. I don't go around making the whole world fall for me and then dumping them like some kinda garbage.

I have this friend, who likes this guy, who is totally useless. I know, but should I continue letting her be happy and then totally crushed in the end? And maybe hope for a miracle that this guy won't be a complete jerk to her? Or should I just tell her? End her fake happiness and not allow her to be hurt?

I have this OTHER friend who has met nothing but useless useless guys who broke her heart one time too many. I applaud her. Because no matter how sad she is, she keeps on holding on and hanging in there, and keeps on fighting for love. She's brave and I hope I can be a little more like her.

So don't ask me why I'm single. I'm single because the people I have met are jerks. I'm single because I'm awesome and I know I deserve something better. Nuff said.

* and why is it that in relationships I'm always like the guy?!?!?! I know I'm a tough little girl but I need to be taken care of too. What, if I'm too much to handle: TO THE LEFT TO THE LEFT.*

Shake It Up. It's Christmas Time. ❥

2010-12-20T19:27:00.000-08:00

So seeing that last year's Christmas post is STILL on the first page, you'll know that I haven't REALLY been blogging. However, I wanted a Christmas blogpost to sum up my entire year of 2010. SO here ya go~!

The whole of 2010 can be summed up by this teeny weeny mood-timeline of mine: (click)

Dec '09-Jan'10: Gawd, if I had to pick a time in my life where every single second was purely AMAZING and noth else, it would be somewhere between those two months. Not gonna elaborate but at that time, SPM just flew outta my life, I REALLY thought I was ready for love(finally) and I don't know, my friends were great, family was loving. I had the most out of the world where everything feels like the movies kinda moments. I loved it. At that time, I truly believed in magic. =)

Mid-Feb: December came and gone. Even the strongest magic wears out in time. I was really sad at this point of my life. A lot of crying a lot of sombre. Blah let's make this short alrightey? NSC no likey gloom. But reality sinks in and no one really knew what was wrong with me at that time? And I guess I just didn't want the world to know so it's a lot of being alone in my room crying in the dark kinda days. I hated it. Because 1st of Jan was a GREAT day, a GREAT way to start my year so what I go through at this time, what a total contrast. This sick, strange darkness goes on till... well read on. :D

JUNE: Now who says Form Six is a total waste of time? Because I think it is one of the BEST times of my life. I needed this change. I needed new friends, new environment. SXI is a really welcoming school with its friendly smiles and warm embrace. I loved it there. I think at any point of my life for me to truly appreciate friendship, I'd say it's during Form Six where I really value all my friends. Guess what, at that time, for a moment there, I was happy. =)

December: Hellow, this is the month we're in now. Lol I'm really good at paraphrasing my life yeah? December, december.. I have lots to expect actually judging on how well it was last year. But this is a girl who's lost all hope. Right now, I'm clinging on to the littlest things to bring back the lustre and joy in my eyes. I don't know what to expect. I'm happy, that's true, but will I ever be as happy?

So there you go. My 2010 in 4 paragraphs. :D

Truth is, I was only ever excited to talk about Decembers.

Because it's the holidays so there's a lot of time for self reflection,

reading and simply just indulging in life and exploring whatever that is waiting for you.

This December, I wanted to smile again. Like really, really smile.

I wanted to bring my Christmas tree out and revive the whole Xmas spirit in my home

but I live in a really small house now you know so a Christmas tree is not very practical atm. =/

Now this is when December shows its first sign of Christmas miracle because guess what?

I got THIS as a present!:

It's a mini Christmas tree which is now sitting happily next to my TV. =)

Anyway, remember THIS?:

Wish no. 1 : My friends and family were all happy and safe this year. CHECK!

Wish no. 2: Oh I got my dream come true alright, and a little bit more lol. CHECK!

Wish no. 9: THANK YOU FREDDIE AND ADRIAN!! CHECK CHECK CHECK!

Wish no. 10: My phone's alright, it dropped into the toilet bowl but it's alright haha. CHECK!

This year, I decided to be LESS greedy so I only asked Santa for five wishes.

Some inevitable, I just HAD to ask.

So Santa, how bout that Christmas miracle nau? ❥

Last but not least, here's wishing you a merry, Merry Christmas and a GREAT 2011 ahead!

❥

Facebook Cliches

2010-10-09T04:12:00.000-07:00

Heylow hunny bunnies. Whoa in just a wink of an eye we're ten years from millenium 2000 already. An ignorant 8-year-old as I was, I can spot cliches like how I can easily tell if you're gay. (Uhuh I have a gaydar. Aren't I the coolest? :DDDD) Two oh one oh is coming to an end so dare I present you:

THE 2010 FACEBOOK CLICHES

1.The Emo Post

I get it. Eff your life. You're depressed. You're emo. But HELLO I'm a mood sponge and you posting all these emo posts ALL THE TIME makes ME emo. And ohh you won't like it when I'M emo. Hey here's a thought, try befriending this person for ONCE. He's called HAPPY!!!

2.The "Honey I can't live without you" Post.

We know we know. You love your girlfriend/boyfriend. Posting something on her/his wall is utterly sweet I gotta admit. =) But ONCE in a while. Talking to each other EVERYDAY on facebook: Uhh uhh not cool. People just don't respect privacy no more. :( Aiya if both of you are not sien with each other already, we reading it on our live feeds also sien lah. =/

3. The " I only quote songs on my statuses" Post

Ohhkay you got me. Guilty as charged. I do this sometimes because hey some of the lyrics are REALLY meaningful ok! But then if you do this consecutively for more than 3 times then no honey, it's not fun anymore. It just shows that you have nothing clever to say. WHOOPSIE!

4. The Love Guru

Dude, stop giving us love quotes. Again, once in a while, ok no harm done because some of us needs 'em sometimes. But repeatedly, HAIYOYO you probably googled them anyway lah so spare us 'your' two cents. I mean for all you know you're probably a pakar cinta yang putus cinta HAHAHAH.

5.The Swear-O-Mania

You may be angry sometimes and you feel like you HAVE to swear. Totally fine. But SOME people has to have the 'F' word in every single freaking post. Actually quite creative pun lor they can slot in such a negative word even in the happiest most optimistic posts. Bravo! But don't do it. Not cool.

6. The "Fringe covering half of my face" Picture

Hahahaha some people have a 'Profile Pictures' album full of 285 pictures of themselves and ALL of them with a big chunk of fringe covering half of their faces!! Sure lah you look so hot in those pics because HALF of your face cannot be seen what!! Hahaha

7.The Quiz/App Freak

Okay you just found a crate of Garlic in your Restaurant City or you just helped Johnny harvest his carrots in Farmville. And yes the quiz says " Dear Jessy, you are a very independent girl who would not allow...." on "What Kind of Girl are You?". HONEY, quizes and all those apps are not kewl anymore. Haven't you heard that liking pages is the IN thing now? Lol. "Tan Ah Beng just liked ' stop calling yourself ugly so that people can say you're not' on Ilike" Now THAT'S KEWL!

8. The Celebrity Profile Picture

Right, you're probably not as hot as Chace Crawford but having him in your profile pic won't score you any MORE chicks. It just makes you creepy and what's worse is having a FULL album of 'em celeb pics. Dude, COME ON.... we know you're not THAT ugly lah. Have some confidence chump!

9. The DSLR Picture

Eg. Inserted Picture :

Right back then, it was SUPER cool to own a DSLR. But now, it's so not anymore okay because everyone has one and who knows it's probably not yours anyway you borrowed it from your neighbour's neighbour just to look cool. =.= Thus, taking said picture to look rich/cool: AIN'T WORKING.

10. The Iphone or Blackberry Post

I find this MOST annoying. People just like to ask "Hmm should I get the Iphone 4, Blackberry, HTC or Nokie N97 mini?" UGGHHH if you're so rich then get them ALL lah. Makes us poor people feel bad nya. =.=

p/s: Me hopes I hurt no one in this post. But uhh I don't care lol because it IS annoying. But I do these cliches too! (Hah! Hypocrite!)

p/s/s: The word 'cliche' here looks stupid because I can't spell it with that thing on top of the 'e'!

Choking on mooncakes BURP

2010-09-24T09:25:00.000-07:00

I'm gonna tell you a story today. =D

You know I'm Miss Realistic.
Everyday I go to school and all the teachers keep telling you
"You should study real hard. Do you know how much accountants and businessmen earn?"
Surelah. This is the cikgu's job: to make you so hopeful and enthusiastic about future.
So, many of us are like
"WAHHH REALLY ARR?!?! WALIAU I WANNA BECOME AN ACCOUNTANT LIAO!!"
Yea ok let's be realistic.
Every company needs an accountant.
And accountants start with a basic pay of 2000++
So when I'm like 30 something I'll get SO much kaching $ MUAHAHAH
And then I'm gonna turn 50 and then my company is too poor to pay me cos then I'll be TOO professional for them,
and then no one wants to hire me because fresh graduates would be more meticulous and careful and DEFINITELY cheaper(Hah si kiamsiap punya company).
So let's sum it all up: I'm 50 and jobless.
DAYUMMM cikgu I thought you said I'll get everything in life if I just STUDIED HARD?!!?
This is well pretty much what happened to my daddy.
And honestly, life couldn't be happier now.
I love it because everything's just so simple =)
nope I don't live in a condo,
nope I don't have big cars
nope I don't get a lotta allowance.
But my family are united as ever.
And everyone just seems so happy now you know?
You're not gonna understand those years when your dad works overseas.
We miss him.
But he misses us more.
Imagine how he feels spending CNY, christmas and his BIRTHDAY alone.
When you get so lonely there's absolutely no meaning to life.=(
I just feel for him ya know? To bring food to our tables, he has to go through the lonely days all by himself and countdown to the day when he can actually spend like what A WEEK(?) with his family?
Where's the drive to live then?
Might as well live LESS luxuriously and love MORE.
I'm not finding an excuse for being poor lol.
Just professing how much I cherish the time I still have to spend with my family now.

Showers of love to mummy, daddy, grandma and my annoying sister,
中秋节快乐!

* Lol I totally googled that up xD Btw I only celebrated two days after because we only bought mooncakes today. (after the festival half price whaaat) Later gator!

Nyums.♥

HOLIDAYS. 'NUFF SAID. =)

2010-09-11T22:22:00.000-07:00

I'm LOVING the holidays babeyyyyyy!!

('cept the part where my homework is begging me to touch them -don't think dirty you sicko-)

You know what.. This has never occurred to me before but I'm actually pretty excited for this year's Raya!! =DDDDD

I've gotta stop you here before you say anything else.. no more mean insults towards me. No more wishing me Selamat Hari Raya. No more "Hey you shouldn't you be eating halal food?''.

Not funny. Stop it. Period.

Gosh people can be so mean. You know I'm seriously sick of your stereotypical views ok. There's absolutely nothing wrong with mix marriages or getting close to someone of other race you know? Ok you know. It's really funny because you can accept the fact that I'm eating roti canai with my Indian + Malay friends but once people see you getting beyond that point people start talking shyt about you. Bigotry. Ugghh. If I could puke at you I would.

Neeways back to the point. (Sorry I just had to vent out how I felt like 7 months ago. Had to let you know I'm a person with feelings too. =.=) I dunno why but for some very odd reason..this year's Raya feels like Christmas to me O.O Maybe the Jesus is Nabi Isa thing and Mother Mary is Maryam thing is really starting to make sense. Shocker. Or maybe it's just the fact that people are being racists so often now that we younger, more open-minded hopefuls would like to look at the world in a rosy-coloured way. I do. I honestly do.

In all honesty, I don't believe in the concept of OneMalaysia. You know why? Because I never HAD to. I was never born a racist. I had really close friends right up from Kindy regardless of their skin colour. I miss Hafizah, Ashykin, Asnah, Pauline, and we used to play all the time with Syamina&Farina and in std 6 Hema was one of my bestest friends. NOW? I LOVE LOVE LOVE Rashveen+Resham to the max. See? I don't need a concept to re-enhance what I already feel.

Cmon guys, time to act real. Let's just move on and focus on more important things aite? Because this is definitely holding ALL of us back. Sad, sad, sad. That said... I just wanted to wish everyone...

P/s: I WANT YOUR RENDANG!!

Oh and another reason why Raya feels like Christmas is probably because of this commercial. TV3 shouln't have cancelled it. I'm in a festive mood now. Hah. Cya peeps peeps peeps. :D WATCH.

Cougars. =)

2010-08-07T22:46:00.000-07:00

YO. YO. YO. I'M BACK!!! Lol probably because I find it so disgraceful to leave my blog hanging with tht super ugly post before. (Die lahhh no boyfriend for the next 1 year =.=)

Anyway hey GUESS WHAT?!? I just realised that omg I'm friggin eighteen!!!!
Ok so if you don't know already.. I'm currently doing Form Six in SXI. (Not complaining, one of the best times of my life :D)

SO that day Krystle asked us to name the top five cute guys in the Lower Sixes that are potential bfssss and then suddenly....

~AWKWARD PAUSE~

LOL~~~!!!! No offence but I don't know why there're SO many cuter people in Form Five!! Lol and the worse part is, no form five would go for an eighteen-year-old.. so bad news gals. xDD

You know you're too old when younger guys would go for fresher, younger and MUCH MUCH cuter girls and older guys would prefer something hotter. So sorry lor this generation of lower sixes.. maybe consider signing up for college now?

Anyway, EHH CONTROL YOURSELVES ARR GIRLS YOU SIGNED UP FOR FORM SIX TO STUDY. =D

My top five favourite cougars(not that I'm FOR it, but they're HAWT stuff nonetheless ;D):

NUMBER FIVE
Memang gay but you can't deny the fact that Portia's HOT, Ellen...err so not. xD

NUMBER FOUR

Ughhh Jesus Luz is LUVVVVV =D

NUMBER THREE
Awww so so cute! ='(

NUMBER TWO

NO. ELABORATION. NEEDED.

NUMBER ONE!!!!!
Heck they're so hot they even produce HOT babies! Lol I'm so jelezzzz.

Who IS SauCheng Ng?

2010-07-02T22:04:00.000-07:00

WARNING THIS POST MIGHT BE SUPER OFFENSIVE FOR CERTAIN PEOPLE. JUST KNOW THAT THE WRITER CREATED THIS BLOGPOST TO PROTECT HER NAME AND ANY OFFENCES IN THE PROCESS OF MAKING THIS POST IS DEEPLY REGRETTED. Still gonna read it? Oh well at least I warned ya. =/

I've heard many things about me. People say I'm weird, I'm lame, I'm geeky and nerdy ahhh I've heard it all. Lately something REALLY REALLY caught my eye because I never knew I had this side of me. Now I'm a b*tch wha? I find this really amusing and it kinda hurts I gotta admit.*no offence to self-proclaimed b*tches we have very different perceptions of that word, mine being negative xD*

I mean have you really seen me?!? Were you there the time tomyam mee squirted outta my nose? Were you there when I knocked on the wall while checking out this cute ang moh? Cos if you were that word would never and let me say it again NEVER be associated with for the love of god of all the people in the world ME!!

To prove myself, I even took a test.

SEE! I barely even pass the MTB!!! (Malaysian Test for B*tches) And as if this evidence is not enough already to convince you I'm gonna SHOW you how UN-b*tchy I am =]

No use for pointless talk, let the pichas do the talking!! Are you ready to see the ugly side, the ugly side the ugly side of me? :DDD (NONE OF THESE ARE EDITED)

EVIDENCE 1

SUPER huge nose here. Ugly ugly 'gladiators' (More like Shanghai specs xD). You seriously call this a b*tch? Tsk tsk tsk.

EVIDENCE 2

My ugly hair phase.

In the second pic, I didn't NEED ugly face effects I could do it effortlessly. :O

Ohh and pay attention to the pimples. I usually edit them. xD

Ughh what is this? I'm so yellow bagaikan I kena jaundice. And NO one looks that bad in coloured contacts. T.T

Ahh the curly hair. Srsly, WHAT was I thinking? =.=

In pyjamas with the 'I-just-woke-up' face and messy auntie-like hair. No amount of balloons can cover up this disaster. =.=

EVIDENCE 3

Circled in red to make you see properly. Oh gawd why do I have an expression like that. T.T

EVIDENCE 4

Even AFTER the ugly hair phase. =.=

Yes you'd think that after you fix your hair you'd look better right? WRONG! Because then I got braces. So '+'and '-' still makes for a NEGATIVE. So, so wrong.

EVIDENCE 5

NEED I SAY MORE??!?!

So now you've seen it. I'm starting to regret showing you guys and actually HIGHLIGHTING my flaws. Well, well, well, you know what they say. If you really want to see how a person looks like, click on his/her tagged photos.

Photos never lie.

I'm gonna show you one last picture. After this don't EVER call me using that word again. Deal? DEAL.

Ladies and gentleman, this is how I look everytime I play the computer.

Behold, the penarik beca! (Or Ah Niu's sister xDD)

This Is How I'm Going To Die. =)

2010-05-02T04:07:00.000-07:00

I know this is morbid.
And most people won't actually talk about death itself, let alone discuss their OWN deaths.
You see you'll never know when D-Day is and I truly, truly believe in (and I quote) " When you learn how to die, you learn how to live."
So before I get my chance taken away from me,

THIS is how I'm going to die.
I want everyone notified. ( Kindy friends, primary school teachers, co-workers, long lost-bau bau bacang family members. )
My funeral should be simple. And no Taoist Priest please. Hey I know I'm a ghost but the chanting actually scares me okay.
I want people to leave messages or to be precise, testimonials about me in a jar and those should be read out during my wake instead of people wasting time talking or worse. Playing mahjong during my funeral =.=
Please do EVERYTHING according to procedure. Hey I live as a kiasu I die a kiasu ghost. Don't miss out on ANYTHING ok.
I won't come back to find you if you're not important enough so don't worry I'm not interested in haunting you. Even if I DO come back, hey just know that I love you and I'm not gonna do ANYTHING scary at all (ie. opening the tap water o.O banging the doors, turning the doorknobs.)
My diary goes to my sister. My shoes are buried with me. =DDD All money goes to my mom. (Just in case)
Oh and please play Adam, Fall Out Boy and David for me?
NO funeral bands too. They have a tendency to make people cry =.=
Oh and I know I'm not a Christian but I want angels on my tombstone. =)

I'm actually quite scared right now thinking about it. I don't know if this may cause a stir if I posted it up but something that had happened recently got me thinking. Afterall this is a reality we cannot cheat and cannot escape. The only fear you have is losing all the people you love and care about. And if I haven't said this enough, I REALLY love my family(no matter if I fail to show it at times) I love all my friends, I love my colleagues and I did care about you.

That said, I'm gonna go continue living now. =)

A horoscope come true. =)

2010-04-22T08:52:00.000-07:00

It's tacky I admit but I really DO believe in horoscopes. (from the newspapers actually) And BELIEVE IT OR NOT 99% OF THE TIME THEY DO(n't) COME TRUE. xD

THE STAR 18 APRIL 2010
PISCES
Lucky Day:Thursday / Lucky Colour: Aqua / Lucky Number: 3

I'll tell you how I define lucky~★ .

First I watched a REALLY hillarious movie (Date Night LMAO) with one of my bestest friends Thumbelina. =D
Then the instant he left me for work I met a stranger who happens to be KOREAN to shop with me. =D
Then I bought three(luckynumberwth) pairs of shoes which I LOVE TO BITS. =D
Then my long lost best friend decided to be on terms with me again. =D

Sometimes it doesn't take winning a lottery to make you feel like the luckiest person on earth. Still feeling euphoric about how everything went so hauntingly well today that I'm actually afraid to face tomorrow o.o God was right when he made sure that not EVERYTHING runs smoothly and while I enjoy the aftertaste of this temporary high you lucky bastards better live your life to the fullest. What IF tomorrow never comes? Think about it.

I quit blogging.

2010-03-22T20:44:00.000-07:00

YOU WISH!!

So I thought of actually NOT blogging anymore because well

in January I was devastated as hell.

Oh well that was Bulan Satu.

This is March. =)

Besides blogging keeps me sane!!

I knew you couldn't make me shut up for long. :DD

I'm STILL working lol so boh life.

I STILL have curly hair

( altho I really think I need a change. Hairdo a'la Xandria Ooi whaddya think?) =DD

I STILL have braces ( d-uh)

Gurney is STILL my second home. xD

Lessont learnt so far:

Next time when a boy says "never" or "always".

RUN!!!

Because he doesn't love you enough to lie to you.

I'm a drama queen.

I don't need a drama king in my life.

I need a calm and sensible someone

to be rationale when I do something stupid

and not JOIN me in my stupidity.

Nevertheless life's STILL so ever amazing.

Hmmm what can I say??

All's well end's well?=)

♥♥♥♥

A REAL blogpost.

2009-12-27T02:53:00.000-08:00

What's up babies!
I have totally failed lol I know I promised to upload my first ever vlog but you know me I'm totally computer illiterate!
So christmas has come and gone so I removed the snowing effect and the AWESOMEST christmas signboard ( well if you missed those things haha padan muka! ) BUT if you think that's gonna bring my spirits down, well obviously you don't know me well enough lah muahahah
Why don't I update my blog so often anymore when spm is over you say?
Life's been preeeeeeety hectic ok we gotta go out and get ourselves to partay everyday!!(Inmyownimaginaryworldlah) Lol I'm a socialite in Sau Cheng Land. xDDD Ok no but with so much time in my hands I decided to make a new ciupai(signboard) and HOPEFULLY I'll get my very own favicon SOON! =DD
What happened since spm?
1. I got braces!
2. I have maggie mee hair right now xD
3. I got a job, I think.
4. Gurney is OFFICIALLY my second home. xDDD
5. I've got to know this amazing person. :)
6. I LOVE my life more and more each day. =D
So THIS is what it feels like to be REALLY blogging again. It's amazing and I owe it you guys.=DDD

Till then, SauCheng, OUT.

Santa Baby

2009-12-14T07:41:00.003-08:00

Please click.

LetItSnowLetItSnowLetItSnow

2009-12-14T04:24:00.000-08:00

Kelismus is HERRRRREEEEEE!!!
I'm sorry for such a late comeback but I'm BACK nevertheless!
Brace yourself because you are about to see a much

BETTER

EDGIER

MORE CREATIVE

AND DEFINITELY
LAMER

SauChengNg!!!

Haha totally kidding about the creative part but I have a lot of lame tricks up my sleeves so fret not! =D

I totally vamped up the whole blog to suit my inner christmas spirit that's DYING to ooze out so join me by being festive will yah!! I hope you guys like the winter version of the blog layouts so don't think I've been hibernating for nothing!!

Next post: My very FIRST Vlog!!=DD

P/s: If you stay longer, my blog is actually SNOWING!!! NO KIDDING HONEY!

Our Last Thanksgiving Together

2009-11-06T23:31:00.000-08:00

Friday was supposed to be the last day for Form Fives in cls so it was REALLY emotional. Since Facebook is being such a badass I'll copy Kang and post your vids up here.

First up: Before we say byebye, what would you say to me?

ChiLin says:

Yvonne says:

The rest of the cutie pies say:

Kyla says:

Rashveen says:

Resham says:

Melissa and Grace say:

Venisa says:

And now, our trials on superstardom xD

Our take on the "Hokkien Speeding" song! xD

Rashveen's take on the Punjabi Version of Jingle Bells!! xD

Look at the music video we made for that version. xD

Music Video No. 2! xD

I know this post is a LIIIIIIIIL too late but this is for you guys whom I tell embarassing stories to, who made me feel so so so loved and who, at times where I felt like the biggest loser, made me feel like I'm the coolest person ever just because you're as much a loser as well!! Muahahahha just kidding. I love you guys, honestly.

"We've gone our own ways and I know its for the best, but sometimes I wonder will I ever have a friend like you again?"
-Blink 182-

~11 years of friendship, indeed~ :)
♥

HAPPY GLAMOWEEEEEEEEN!!

2009-10-31T02:49:00.000-07:00

It's the 31st of October!! As much as I would LOVE staying here

This time, I REALLY gotta go on my study break

or as JangHeng calls it (blog berpuasa) xD

So come back COME BACK on the
10th of December!!
Before I go, here's a little greeting to all you fabulous people who read my blog! muahahahahah

Adios!♥♥♥♥

This is SO 'IT'

2009-10-30T05:48:00.000-07:00

So.... ask me ask me how 'This Is It' was!!!!!
It was more or less what I expected: A documentary-like concert-like 'movie' that's ALLLLLL about Mj!!!
And I didn't mind a bit! Because I'm a fan and it's fun watching this with 50 other people because it's like going to a Michael concert minus the screaming fans, sweaty shoving and limited space.
But I wish people there were more enthusiastic tho.
So dead lah they all. Sumathi and I were singing and boogie-ing along and all the rest do is sit and watch. Like it's a movie.
HELLLLLO IT'S MMMJAAAYYY DANGIT!!
Have some life lah babe!!!
But in the end.. sumay and I were so pleased we applauded and guess what? So did the rest!! hahaha so yeah it was a fun experience.
To all Mj fans: You've GOT to watch it.
To those who're not so keen: Watch it anyway lah!! Cmon please a dead guy will ya?

BOOOOHOOOOHOOOO!

2009-10-29T03:45:00.000-07:00

Alright forget that stupid notice for now.. I'm gonna tell you how MJ's "This Is It" is after watching it tomorrow anyway.

So I was happily minding my own business when SUDDENLY,
My phone vibrated and I got this freaking sms from......
DIGI and it reads

"YOU ARE INVITED TO MEET ALL-AMERICAN REJECTS"

Screw life. Screw the law of attraction. Screw every principle I believe in for now.

ARE. YOU. FREAKING. KIDDING. ME?!?!?!?!?!

I'm feeling a surge of mixed-emotions because I'm so overthetop-ly ecstatic for me for once again being so dang lucky but SO SO SO outrageously annoyed at the fact that I'll be passing at this mad mad opportunity to kiss the ground Tyson Ritter has walked on T.T

I'm not going. Don't ask why. Ok ask. But when I'm happier. ='(

For those who're basking for joy at the fact that I actually won the M&G pass: Hurrah for you.
For those who're sniggering (ohiknowyouare) that I won't ACTUALLY be meeting them: Dang you
For those who're eyeing for my tickets: BOO SAMA YOU!

*sniff* No need to save a seat for me Ty. :'(

A box of tissues

A tub of ice-cream

And a nice BIIIIIIIG comforting hug

is all I need right now.
Bye peeps.
:'(

Project Gaga Unveiled!

2009-10-24T00:44:00.000-07:00

For ONCE I shall shaddap and let the pictures do the talking!

I now present you :★ THE STARS OF PROJECT GAGA!! ★*drumrolls*

The oh-I-wanna-squish-her:Anna Lim!

The adorable: Grace Chong!

The emo: Davids Lim!

The ever-complaining David Yap!

The scaredy cat Goh Jowee and in the first pic: with his twin sis!

The very pretty Evelyn Kang!

My cousin Matthew!

Siau ta po Melvin Tan!

The Naruto-like Phoay Ning!

The sensible one Genevia Chin!

The sui cha boh: Ann Kimberly Lee!

Ms. Popular(according to her anyway xD) Michelle!

The Bollywood superstar Resham Pirshotam!

The coolest guy in Equator xD Rodney Teh!

The artistic Ryan Cheah!

The banyak peminats Sumay Teoh!

The Malaysian Kareena Kapoor: Rashveen Kaur!

The cute and sweet one Yvonne Leong!

My FAKE sayang: Aaron Lee!

The REAL Ms. Popular Carmen Lam!

The next xia xue ChiLin!

The David Archuleta look-alike Freddie Kua!

My sistah KayC Ng!

and finally...

The ONE, the ONLY SauCheng Ng! =)

~The End~

Project Gaga Update!

2009-10-23T06:42:00.000-07:00

So it's been almost a month since I launched my teeny weeny lil project. Heres a cheers to all you sports who took part and allowed me to ask you nicely(force you) for pictures =D So FINALLY I'll be revealing the hasil-hasil and I hope that you guys would like it!!

P/s: Sorry I had to copyright the pics.. you know lah what if you guys SUDDENLY become famous in future so I don't wanna be the reason for your blackmail lor =D

P/p/s:Next post: PROJECT GAGA, FINALLY! ♥

People should stop asking me why I'm going to form six. =(

2009-10-18T21:28:00.000-07:00

After being asked many many times.. here are your answers babes.

Firstly, I wanna study out of Malaysia. (hopefully)

You say: Then get a scholarship lah
I say: I'm not ready to leave Msia yet to live on my own in a foreign place.

You say:Then why not A-levels? Why form six?
I say: A-levels is not as widely recognised as STPM.. besides.. why pay when I can study for free? Siau!

You say: Wouldn't you be wasting your time then?? TWO YEARS WOR!!
I say: I'm only gonna be 18 then.. I have plenty of time to waste.. and I wanna spend more time with my family before I leave Msia( hopefully) Anyway... what's the rush? You think it's very fun meh? Coming out to work so early? Well newsflash babeh.. working life sucks. =D

You say:But form six is VERY though wan wor!!!
I say: EVERYTHING in life is though.. sometimes you just gotta shaddap and do it. I'll cry and weep and complain but that doesn't mean it won't make me stronger in the end. =D

SO how bout it? Have I answered every possible con you might suggest for me going to form six?

Anyway.. I also think tht people should not ask ME if THEY should go to form six.. Hello I'm as bodoh as you are about future studies.. You really wanna put your future in the hands of a seventeen year old meh? Ask you parents/ teachers then you can blame them when they give you wrong advice. Ask someone your age and you have no one to blame cos she was once as stoopid toooo!! =D See I even thought about the long run for ya.

You'll thank me for this post someday honey. =D ♥

I'm NOT showing off

2009-10-15T22:56:00.000-07:00

You've gotta help me.
I'm in a HUGE HUGE dilemma here.
Ok before I say anything, just want to clarify.. i'm not boasting or whatever ok
RIGHT, now that we've got it clear
I FREAKING GOT A MEET AND GREET PASS FOR THE ALL AMERICAN REJECTS!!!!!!
I'm shaking right now.. Totally gobsmacked.
The shitty thing is... it's on the 31st of October..
Is this one of the minor "Two roads diverged in a yellow wood, and sorry I could not travel both" instances in life??

OH GOD
SPM?
or

MEETING A ROCKSTAR★?!?

Ang kong ar ang kong.. gimme some directions!!

stupid Tyson.. If you're not so sexay I wouldn't be having second thoughts. T.T

Do you believe in the end of the world?

2009-10-12T00:53:00.000-07:00

According to the Mayan Calendar(Google it up lah. Why should I tell you stuff you can probably find in the net?) there is NO year 2013. Yes it means the whole world will end in the year 2012! I don't know it's just things like these give everyone a scare and to think about it.. my goodness I'm only 20 at that time and I have to go through an apocalypse already?!?!? See that's why I don't go to fortune tellers. Who wants to know when they'll die and when they'll get hit by a car?!? Siau boh. But the only reason why I'm talking about this is because they're making a movie out of it. Awesome cinematography and special effects I tell you =D You can see Baby Jesus, the one in Rio De Janeiro( It's one of the seven wonders of the world.. Aiyoh go and improve in your general knowledge lah) falling apart, waves crashing over, highways collapsing. It's one very scary sight of the world man so it's DEFINITELY worth waiting for

PLUS.......

ADAM'S SINGING THE SOUND TRACK!!!

Wooooohoooo!! So unbelievably proud of him!!!!! So fresh out of AI and so famous already =DDDDDD

Lol wait... this is not about Adam.. so whatever.. watch the movie!! CLICK on the picha below to view the trailer!! (and listen to Adam's AMAZING vocals =D)

I know I don't want to be left behind. O.O

That's my generation.

2009-10-09T02:54:00.000-07:00

So it was the Tang Lung Festival last week and as usual you see my lil cousins playing with lanterns and fire(ok candles) and then my sis suddenly blurted

" Hey, you guys still like Aladdin meh?"

Everyone burst out shouting " THAT'S BEN 10 LAH!! "

In her defense, I think he kinda looks like Aladdin(lol you be the judge) plus WHAT ARE YOU KIDS WATCHING THESE DAYS? When we were little right, we had shows like Tom and Jerry, Winnie The Pooh, Popeye,Bambi. Now?!? BEN 10, YIN YANG YO, PHINEAS AND FERB, POWERPUFF Z !!!! For the love of James, The Powerpuff Girls now look like this?!?!

Like my goodness what happened to " And once again the day is saved, by the POWERPUFF GIRLS!" With the whole new kawaii look all I can hear is " Osu! " =.=

Our generation loved laubeh stuff, stuff that has MORAL values and not some sappy romance thing for kids. Why would you put a kissing scene in cartoons?!?

I'm sorry lor.. The only moral value I can get from cartoons these days are like " Oh you can build megatronic, ultrasonic, super gigantic rollercoasters in your backyard using peanut butter and jelly." , " The only way to be a hero is to kickass." Yeah and you wonder and wonder why there are so many kes raguts.

What happened to fairytales?!?! and happy ever afters!? Why rob the innocence of 'em lil kids leh?? I pity you kids. Honestly pity you T.T I can't believe you kids will be missing out on these:

I hope my kid grows up knowing all these hebat-hebat belaka cartoons. On behalf of my generation,

ALL HAIL THE KING!

Die Mosquitoes DIE!!

2009-10-05T00:54:00.000-07:00

Almost everyone who saw me this morning commented on my right eye.
Yeah a stupid mosquito bit me there and it's extremely swollen.

Very farhneeee meh???
And Rashveen: Swollen eyes are so not sexy. =.=

My new hse is FULL of mosquitoes
Like totally filled with 'em lil bloodsuckers
My goodness... God, why did you create mosquitoes?
Honestly, how do they contribute to the life cycle??

Ugly nuisance.

I can't believe I'm saying this now but lizards, be my friend for ONCE and ONLY ONCE and eat all those ugly looking insects for me will ya?

Now THIS is art xD. * Dances for joy*

Why I hate Miley Cyrus.>(

2009-10-02T08:55:00.000-07:00

1. I'm seventeen, she's seventeen, well almost.

2. She talks so nasal-ly!!

3. Her laugh is disgusting.

4. Her voice sound like a man's xD Cmon.. you've GOT to agree with me on this!!

5. She's ALWAYS non-stop 24/7 ALLLLL the time trying to remind you that she's no longer a lil kid.

6. She's famous, rich, david has a crush on her, adam said she's gorgeous, AND she got to talk to pete wentz. In short..... I'M SO FREAKING JEALOUS >(

That face... I dunno it makes one feel like taking a marker pen to draw all over it, flushing it down into the toilet, grinding it to make curry and then feeding it to lizards
(something I REALLY hate as well).

P/s: I'm so not going heaven for this xD And Yin Yin, I'm sorry if you had to read this. Just for you: I think her songs have very catchy melodies :/

My goodness

2009-10-02T03:26:00.000-07:00

My god, if I were this cute, I'd be so famous right now xD
(MUST watch the end!!)

P/s: I know I'm going through this baby mania phase, but don't worry, I'm not pregnant!! =D

All I want for Christmas is my two front teeth!! =(

2009-09-28T02:51:00.000-07:00

Yesterday night, I COULDN'T sleep at all because of this badass pain I have in the tooth I hurt during an accident (long story).

My whole left side of my face was swollen and I couldn't eat.
Dang it you have no idea how it feels to be EXTREMELY hungry but not being able to put food inside your mouth. T.T

So when I went to the dentist, she didn't even give me time to think. Terus
"I've gotta extract it out"
My expression was " Har? NOW?!?!"

I swear she had to gimme at least 15 jabs before I can finally feel numb. Tak tau lah I'm probably too powerful xD or the pain is just unbelievable.. So now I'm officialy tak bergigi!! Haha I look like some old man by the roadside who has severed teeth because he can't afford a dentist.

For those of you who don't know
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This is how a tooth extraction looks like!

I wish I could keep the tooth though, maybe tooth fairy will gimme some money tonight. =)

PROJECT GAGA

2009-09-23T00:56:00.000-07:00

No this is not another Lady Gaga wannabe search
Project Gaga is all about you as a sexay baby!!!
and I mean that quite literally... =D
Here's how it works:

1. You send me a pic of you as a baby or a lil kid trough email or msn!

saucheng_ng@yahoo.co.uk

2. I promise I won't photoshop your pic(unless you say so) because babies are cute enough as it is, why ruin it with technology??
3.I'll post it up when I have enough pics of everyone!!

AS SIMPLE AS ABC!!

Well the reason why I'm doing this is because I want to see what you ugly monsters actually look like before you turn into, well monsters! Ok kidding kidding... it's just simple fun viewing people when they were cute, no?

So join PROJECT GAGA today!! =)

I got PUNK'D!!

2009-09-20T09:03:00.000-07:00

On Tuesday, Yvonne and SuMay were giggling and smiling in a very mysterious way so when I asked them Yvonne was like

" Ehh she doesn't know ar?"

Uhh Ohh just that sentence can trigger my kayponess already so both of them started to tell me:

Yvonne: SuMay has a new crush!!!
Me: WHO WHO WHO?!?!?! o.o
Yvonne: His name is Hua Yan, a college guy.

And honestly I was SO SO happy for SuMay ya know.. so the next day I was pek-ing her to show me the pic. And you know what? He is PREEEEEETY good looking for a Chinese xD and then hor
both SuMay and JiaYi started giggling again!!

Ok I'm kaypo but I'm not stupid ok!! I finally found out that....

SUMAY IS A LIAR!! SHE'S A LIAR!!! T.T

This is her so-called college boyfriend =.= Apparently he's some guy from a Taiwanese Drama.

WHY?!?! WHY WOULD YOU LIE TO ME?!?!
So now I guess I gotta do my homework already... In order to avoid anymore embarrassment,I guess I HAVE to watch more Taiwanese dramas =.= Tsk tsk troublesome betul!!!>(

TGIF!!

2009-09-18T05:43:00.000-07:00

Well, not really.
If you have been reading my blog for a long time, you would realise that I don't normally talk about ohh what I did today, and what I ate, what I bought from shopping blah blah blah bleeh bleeh bleeh..

But today I'm gonna tell you ALL about my Friday!

So I spent 75% of the day in Gurney and I have to recommend this to you guys..

WATCH 'WHERE GOT GHOST?'!!!!!

You know it's a hugely successful comedy when people stop walking, grab a seat almost anywhere just to watch the BLOOPERS at the end of the movie. So so funny I tell you.. Maybe because I understand Chinese.. so if you're an OCBC ( orang cina bukan cina) then don't blame me lor when you don't find it as hillarious as I do. =D

When I came home, my mum, sis and I decided to check out the 500 stalls in the pasar malam downstairs of our house.. and while I was walking.. I felt two drops of water and then I was like " Ehh siapa punya aircond's leaking!?!?" 3 seconds later the rain just started POURING like mad.. so we ran like 1 km back home with our eyes closed, because obviously the rain is getting into our eyes.. and

BAM!

I banged onto a van xDD But I gotta thank god that we're still alive.. because it was a none moving van!! xD Don't worry I WILL SURVIVE!! What a night man!

and I thought Friday would be sucky....
until you came along. =)

Final Farewell T.T

2009-09-17T03:24:00.000-07:00

I've moved!! Yes and I'm blogging this from my new house.
Instead of making this a lengthy au revoir( like I normally would xD ) to my home sweet home I'll SHOW you my goodbye instead!! Watch and weep with me.. =(

Part 1

Part 2

Part 3

And that was the end of the tour!! Now, here's a look at how other inhabitants of that house feel leaving it!!

To add on to the videos, I just wanna say I'll miss that house a lot because I spent my childhood there and if I'm moving to a bigger house then at least lah the excitement can cover up this sadness but my house has shrunk =( Ohh I forgot to tell you.. that house is a LIZARDS' nest.. Good luck new owner!! x) AND AND at night, about 2am to 3 am.. you can hear people playing with marbles =)

Last vid: The creepy thing is....

Before I sign off.. on the day that we're moving right... so we cleaned up the fridge and guess what we found!!

A VERY VERY LONELY EGG!! So dang cute!! =DD

Guess WHO'S BACK?!?!?

2009-09-16T04:06:00.000-07:00

Sau Cheng's BACK!!!!

You have no idea how wonderful it feels to be typing and blogging again whooooohoooo!! Alrighty so I totally recustomized my blog with a red and gold thing because the Malays are having Raya so I'm kinda jealous ma so I'm going with a Chinese new year theme lah!! xD

I've been SO SO busy this week because I've finally moved to a new house =( So next post: A tribute to my home sweet home =)

See ya soon!

10 things you don't need to know about me but I'm gonna tell you anyway. =)

2009-08-21T02:27:00.000-07:00

1. I have this freakishly serious fear of lizards.

Why not? They're disgusting and squishy and worst of all they're reptiles!! And smaller versions of crocodiles (which is the animal that I fear most anyway)

2.I am allergic to tang hoon (glass noodles)

I won't get rashes or itch all over lah but I'll get a tummy upset =(

3.I'm 5 ft.1

See see I'm not THAT short punya ok!!!!

4.I love the smell of musty shirts and elevators xD

Weird I know but damn hou liao ehh!!

5.I can roll my tongue into a flower-like curve!

6.My handphone cannot take videos. =.=

So laubeh right?? So buy me a new one! =D

7.I don't believe in religion

Because I don't see the need of separating and having wars when all of us have the same believe, in God.

8.I can swim!!!

I actually learnt it when I was 12.. Ehh not bad quite pro leh!

9.I can do the "The Rock" eyebrow!

10.I had my first piercing when I was three!!

All in all I have pierced my ears 7 times tetapi all but two of the holes closed so now I only have 7 holes left including my nostrils and err.... yeah the rest I guess you can figure them out xD

No I didn't get abducted by aliens lah.

2009-08-19T02:22:00.000-07:00

No that wasn't the reason for the lack of updates but hahahhahha it's a pretty damn good reason! Hahahha hahah ahahah!!!! Ok Sau Cheng cut the crap. Ahem and nope I haven't gone lazier too. *coughs* I kinda have *coughs* =D

You know there's this thing.. like a dark tunnel... like that cold eerie feeling creeping to you as November comes.You know THAT thing... That really really really stupid thing that all Form Fives must do. THAT thing lah.

Friggin SPM.

SPM sucks right? I know. Not only does it not measure your ability as a student but it actually is the NO. 1 reason why most seventeen year olds suffer from sucky lives.

It's so sucky that you feel guilty for even watching a bit of tele. Like it's a mandatory crime like that. =.= So if I don't update right.... Hey don't blame me!! Blame SPM. Blame whoever it is who came up with the whole idea of SPM.

BUT before you call me a hypocrite for writing a post on stupid SPM and then apologising for not updating BECAUSE of SPM, you're right.

I'm kiasu. SO I gotta study lah.x)

And the reason why I sound so ngam cham ( it's Cantonese for long-winded) you're right again.. it's because of

Ess Pee Emm!!!

So......
Can somebody PLEASE kick me to Singapore?!?!

This is the sound of a broken heart. * CRASH*

2009-08-14T01:18:00.000-07:00

I swear if I hear the words

MTV WORLD STAGE LIVE IN MALAYSIA

one more freaking time I'll throw my radio all the way from the fourteenth floor!!!

Why you ask? WHY?!?! DO YOU EVEN HAVE TO ASK?!??! Oh here's a thought.. how often is it that awesome bands and the hottest names in the music industry come to Malaysia?!? Once in a purple moon. And oh here's another thought how often is it that you get FREE TICKETS TO WATCH THEM!?!?

ONCE IN A TECHNICOLOUR MOON!!!!

But I don't know what nonsense I did in my past life to be punished like this because at the SAME time of the concert I'll probably be on stage giving out a speech or something because on the SAME freakin day we have our Speech Day. Wah boleh mati lorr... Remember that chocolate cake I talked about long long time ago when I spoke about David's concert? ( Read the post titled "Wow" ) Yeah that stupid idiot snatched it away from me again.... and I didn't even get to take a sniff!! T.T

"Cheh Mtv only mar.. What's so cool about it??"

I'll tell you what's cool. These are among the cool dudes and dudette that will be gracing the stage while I watch other GIRLS grace my school's tomorrow. =.=

Cool dudette

What would my mama do if I can't go to MTV World Stage tomorrow?!? O.O

Cool dudes NO. 1

I've only heard them once when Rodney sent me "Fire" but cool dudes nonetheless!

Cool dudes NO. 2

Imagine them singing Thunder.. Omg do I see tears already? T.T

Cool Dudes NO. 3

Local boys Estranged!

Is Andy the hottest Malay you've ever seen or what? T.T

AND THE COOLEST DUDES EVER!!!!

Ehh who are they huh?? Errr I don't know.. just my THIRD FAV BAND AFTER FOB AND GREEN DAY!!!! T.T

OH GOD, IS IT TOO LATE TO GET OUT OF SPEECH DAY NOW??

Wherefore art thou romeo?

2009-08-10T04:04:00.000-07:00

"Thou hath taketh, but my breath away when I hath laid my eyes on thee.
Thy beauty would hath even make the angels envy.
And yet beautiful or pretty art not enough to describe thee...
thou art in the league of thy own..."

By David Yap

So simple yet stunning. It's amazing how simple words from the English language can be weaved to form such an elegant piece of art right? When I read this I was like " Can you please drop the 16th century English? It's soooo hard to relate!!"

So I decided to play Shakespeare and did a little modern English translation. xD

You took my breath away when I first laid my eyes on you,
With a beauty so mesmerizing, mesmerizing enough to envy the angels,
Yet beautiful and pretty are words too shallow to compare,
For you are you

Translated by Sc Ng.

Me: If you had a younger brother and if he is as much the poem writing kinda guy as you, I'd marry him. =)

David:Too bad I only have an elder bro.

YOU SEE WHAT HAS BECOME OF THE GENERATION?!?!

A lot of these guys out there trot around trying to be the badasses and I dunno about you but I'm getting kinda sick of it. Is there really no knight in shining armour? Is chivalry REALLY REALLY dead?!?

I'm waiting for my Oh My God moment and I know lah I know lah I'm pretty damn lame to be imagining all these. I love literature. Tak boleh ka?

You call me lame.

I think I am hopelessly romantic. =)

It's love. It's what it's all about.

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Wow Ang Moh POWER!

2009-08-08T04:49:00.000-07:00

To those whom I rarely share guy stories with you.. you should know I LOVE Caucasians although none love me back xD Denise told me about this Ang Moh in Singapore who speaks PERFECT singlish and being the ang moh fanatic sure lah gotta check it out! And omg he's so cute ( And Shan too!) but too bad Tyler's sixteen xD so lau gu cannot have a crush on him

" Kau giak lu cut lim pek eh line!! " ( or something like that)

Totally hillarious and charming man!! xD

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I wanna get rid of this nananananana!

2009-08-07T01:21:00.000-07:00

Ok throughout literature I kept feeling discomfort in my left eye so I thought it was nothing lah.. just my contacts dumb dee dumb dee dumb~.. but then in the car my eye went blurry and when I took the mirror....

THERE'S PUS IN MY BLOODY EYE!!!!

(Not that bloodshot reddish lah and not so much pus but that was exactly how it was like)

It's yellowish and yucky.. Ughh don't know what caused this and at first I thought it was nothing lor.. just some stupid infection and then my dad said it COULD be trachoma or whatever like wth?!?! Menakutkan orang sahaja.. What's worse was there were MORE pus in my eye later on at night and so I went to the hospital this morning to get it checked up. ( I can't believe I spent two hours breathing the air H1N1 patients breathe)

Thankfully my eye is ok for now and I don't have to start learning Braille!! (for now)

*And to you people out there who're coughing,sneezing,sniffling,producing a lot of wantans and having fever, WEAR A FREAKING MASK!! There's no "You die I die" policy here. Save yourself and save the Earth's population by tying that thing on your face PLEASE! And sleep like a pig.. drink a lot of water.. eat lots of vit c and when people say HOME QUARANTINE it means you stay at home. Other than that, get well soon! =)

The 22 year-old me!

2009-08-05T02:15:00.001-07:00

Ever heard of sibling rivalry? Happens mostly to those who're really close in terms of age lah. Like a thirteen-year-old who wants to look hotter than her 15-year-old sis and stuff? My sister is 22 and I hate to admit it but I hate her. I hate her for being so pretty. I hate her for having such a fun life. For her boss loving her so much. For her people skills. She's always the person I can never be. But this is it lah. What my mom and the rest will never understand is that we share this really weird sister and sister relationship. I look at her and have always looked at her to see who I want to be five years later. =)

She's the only one who will kick my ass for no reason.

The only one who'll get hyperthyroidism just teaching me add maths.

The only one who tells me what I'm wearing is ugly so I don't make a fool out of myself.

The only one who'll get tickets for me to watch MTV Worldstage in Msia ( although I can't freaking go because of this stupid thing called speech day >( )

And she's the only one who'll waste her time listening to my boyfriend stories and gossips and pek herself to go to David's showcase with me altho she yawned a million times

Isn't she just wonderful? So to Mom and all of you out there, I can't have hate her THAT much lah. What to do tied by blood already no choice but to love her lor. You want to have such a person in your life as well? Just go to the next room lah. Your sister/brother is right there for ya. Don't miss them only when they leave for college.

So to my sister whom I hate so so much,

HAPPY 22nd BIRTHDAY!!

So mata sepet xD

I love Mj yes I do, I love Mj you do too?

2009-07-25T08:21:00.000-07:00

I used to be a Galaxie fan but if compared to Hot, Galaxie is a total waste of money but not for the NEW AND IMPROVED GALAXIE NOW!! This cycle features ALL you want to know about Michael and the editor must've loved him a lot because if you see carefully, there're bits and hints of Mj in almost every page!! And what's BETTER.... flip it to the back and......

OMG it's ADAM!! ( I got this pic online but this is the one they used for the backcover) *Thank you God!* The new Galaxie is super informative and will I buy the next cycle you say? The odds are 75 to 100 =) So all in all

The owner is more than satisfied!! ( Have you gotten your Galaxie yet? )

Enough about Galaxie (I'm not advertising for them btw.. not famous enough =( ) Anyway... WTH happened?!?!

No a tornado didn't hit my room lah. I was just packing and yeah I know what you're thinking "Packing liao still so messy wan meh? " Fine lah I'm not really good at this but to all of you out there who're too free,try packing.. Fuh because you never know what you may find xD. ( I wanna find my long lost diary!! ) PLUS it's an AWESOME and productive way to lose weight.

Take a look at some ancient runes that I discovered in my bilik:

1. My barbie dresses!! ( There're more but buat apa mau show off.. I can't wear them anyway. )

My favourite one! Glamour gila. Gosh she's such a diva wannabe!!!( like me! )

2. Glass rods I stole from sch when I was a kid. ( Yes yes yes, I was THAT wuliao)

3. A box of marbles. o.O I guess I really liked playing congkak? and apparently I used to own a FREE mug. xD

4. A princess drawer, pink tiara + sceptor: only for a princess like ME! =D

AND YOU'LL NEVER BELIEVE IT
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5. A FREAKING STINKING RAMBUTAN!!!
(This is not the real one lah of course who's so disgusting to keep that rambutan?!? It's been there for at least 2 years xDDDDD and ps: The real one is a MILLION times brown-er)

So at least my tiny tiny tiny room looks an inch bigger now and I've FINALLY solved the absolutely unsolvable mystery:

WHY WERE THERE SO MANY FREAKING ANTS IN MY ROOM!??!

I'm cleaning out my closet!!

2009-07-24T02:35:00.000-07:00

Ok to those who don't know it yet I'm moving. It's sad I know *look out for my tribute to my kampung halaman in a bit!!* But I decided to do some digging from my friends' blogs and look what I found from Chi Lin's super interesting blog!! (Read it here at chilinlovesyou.blogspot.com)

Aren't I the sweetest creature ever or what??

Totally terharu-ed by my own thoughtfulness T.T

And Su May's as sweet too!! T.T
AND
The second screenshot reminds me.. I drew it without a mouse(Wherever you are now Adrian Hong you BETTER remember us!)

Ok too much niceness from me. Fuh I surprise myself sometimes xD so to bring back the meanie me, I'm giving this desperate shoutout to Kang and Jiayi.

I totally have a heart-shaped face ohkaaaay!!

Just shaddap kid!

2009-07-23T01:05:00.000-07:00

Why are people so freaking rude?!?! For the 500th time I HATE RUDE PEOPLE!! Sorry I'm a rude brat myself too but it's people who're so insensitively rude to me that turned me into this hideous nagging ranting annoying lil monster.

And you know what I hate even more???? People who are YOUNGER than me who're rude to me. What your parents never thought you manners ar? But I'll tahan you. I'll tahan cos it makes me a better person. =) Since you're so nice to spend time in your life being rude to me how can I just let your good deeds go unrewarded? I'm not that kiamsiap wan ma. People sacrifice their time to be rude to you, you must repay them back. So you give me bullcrap I give you bullcrap. Fair?

And to show what a NICE person I really am, I'm gonna suggest some things for you to do for being so ever generous with your time spent on being rude to me. =)

The 6 must-dos for rude kids!!(Only at SauCheng Says =D)

1. Give yourself a massage. ( Especially around the mouth lor.. you must be tired from all that swearing.. Awww pity pity.)

2. Look at yourself in the mirror. ( When you see how ugly you look when you're rude then work on being prettier lor!!)

3. Give yourself a pat on the back. ( Very holiao of you to think of so many swear words to use on me. Amazing vocab kid! )

4. Get a medical checkup. ( I care for you wan ok!! I don't want you to die so young of a heart attack from being always so mad at me lah. =D )

5. Go for a holiday!! ( I feel paiseh punya lorr that you spend so much time thinking of me. Just give yourself a treat lah. =D )

6. Just shoot yourself. ( NO YOUNGER PERSON IS ALLOWED TO BE RUDE TO ME!!!! >p)

Have a nice day kiddo! =) Oh wait, I forgot you just shot yourself. In that case have a nice afterlife lah =D

Future Lee Chong Wei-NOT!

2009-07-20T01:05:00.000-07:00

If there's ever a bet on badminton matches.. I would NEVER put my bets on Chilli Beans. In my whole seventeen years of life I never thought I would find someone who sucks at badminton more than I do and for that CL, kudos to you!!

Ok we had PE lessons today and we played badminton (Exhibit A of how much she stinks at it) and then during English Pn. V made us play this really lame game and Jy and CL got punished and their forfeit was to play air badminton!! Wahh ketawa mati aku!! They were pretending to smash and serve and whatnots my god I swear I heard a tear n my abdomen xDD And even in AIR BADMINTON CL lost. Like wakakakkakakka man!! Who loses in air badminton?!?!

So in conclusion CL, whatever it is you plan to be in future DON'T try badminton. =)

Don't worry tho babe!! Even if you suck at pingpong, football,basketball,pinball,sepak takraw, you kick ass in our worlds!

Harry Potter and The Half-Bored Prince.

2009-07-19T03:52:00.000-07:00

Harry Potty christmasses are so purrrty!!

People just don't create good movies anymore. I was SO overly excited to watch Harry Potter & The Half Blood Prince and guess what? Much more disappointing Twilight. ( Lol although I really love Robert! ) They cut out all the important details that actually make this otherwise not-so-interesting book interesting and fill it up with stupid scenes where Harry and Ginny's romance is supposed to blossom. And after tht we went to Bon Odori and surprise surprise... there are NO surprises. Is it just me or is Penang gettin less thrilling? =.= But fireworks were romantic lah if not for my friend who keeps making wishes on fireworks. ( Dude fireworks are not wishing stars!! xD) And btw the fact tht I hate the actress acting as Ginny Weasley doesn't help make the movie seem more appealing at all. So to the producers of the movie. Great job. You just ruined the natural brilliance of J.K. Rowling's masterpiece with so not romantic romantic scenes.

Makes you wanna spank her face with a frying pan right?

O-F-F-I-C-I-A-L-L-Y-A-N-E-R-D

2009-07-13T03:41:00.000-07:00

When my sister looks at me for more than five secs guess what she sees? A NERD!!
When my friends see me laughing at my own lame jokes guess what they see? A NERD!!
When that cute guy from tuition sees me in my disgustingly geeky glasses guess what he sees?
Don't even say it. A NERD!! =.=

And yesterday totally proved this theory of me being a nerd. Denise, Sam, Wei Cyn and I got forced... ok no lah but kinda obliged to join this competition and here I was on Saturday night ranting on why the hell do I have to waste one day of my precious life joining a SPELLING competition when I'm freaking SEVENTEEN!! We got first anyway. Lol. Not bragging because you probably see this getting lamer and lamer. Oh and did I tell you that we're probably appearing on Tv3? 7.30pm Sat/Sun I dunno. DON'T WATCH IT!! ( See what I'm trying to do here? I'm using reverse psychology to make you watch it xD Don't blame me for being lame.. It's not ALWAYS that I get to appear on TV ok!) Yes and then I told Denise " Dang it I probably won't be getting a boyfriend in the next 15 years after this" xD Oh anyway there was this really arrogant guy who thinks he knows it all. Aiyo nerdy liao some more wanna action meh? But thank god for these kinds of people to make our lives more interesting through tough times like these.

Great and now I singlehandedly ruined my reputation with this post. Oh well whatever lah at least this nerd is now 200 ringgit richer than you are! Hah. I PWNED you!!

P/s: I love Ryan Higa who btw looks abnormally alike compared to my cousin brother! =)

Henry Grubstick from Ugly Betty. Can you say HOTTEST GEEK EVER!?!?

I hate your blog, I really do!

2009-07-09T04:07:00.000-07:00

WARNING:The author of this post is NOT and I repeat NOT Sau Cheng!
*Celebrity blogs & blogs of famous people eg. Perez Hilton,Kenny Sia, Xia Xue etc. are NOT included in the matter of discussion *

Hello I'm Kay Poh Chee. You probably have never seen me post anything here because this is not my blog. Today I make my first appearance in 'Sau Cheng Says' by request. I am not, in anyway, a hacker. So Poh Chee is an experienced blogger and today Poh Chee says : HEY DUDE I HATE YOUR BLOG! I REALLY hate some stupid blogs that I read online.

TYPE 1: BLOGS THAT TELL YOU EVERY SINGLE DETAIL OF THE OWNER'S LIFE.
Ever come across annoying blogs that say "So I woke up at 2 this morning, watched some TV and then Selena came over and we started talking about what a jerk Drake is and then we had crossaints for breakfast...etc." Like WHO CARES if you went to the toilet today or not or whatever freaking shampoo you used this morning because you feel like it! In all honesty, I really DON'T want to know what cereals you ate yesterday morning so spare me your boring DETAILS!!(And isn't it obvious that you're not important enough for people to want to know what brand of shoes you wear and where your favourite dinings are so save it for that idiot who actually fancies you!)

TYPE 2: BLOGS THAT USE BOMBASTIC ENGLISH
DUDE you're not writing a freaking novel and why are you blogging like that?!? You don't even normally say "His enigmatic behaviour threatens the placid quietude of the town." Wth is wrong with saying "That guy's weird." SEE THREE WORDS IS ALL IT TAKES!!

TYPE 3: THE SWEAR-O-MANIA
Ahh.. I hate this one the most. The total opposite of type 2 where the owner can NOT finish a sentence without having a **** you!! or you're such a $%^&*(!?! Just $%^&* off! Why does she have to be so $%^&*(&^%$#@!@#$%^?!?! Yeah a sincere advice to you. GET ANGER MANAGEMENT!! Or some civics lessons!!

TYPE 4:THE MISS/MR KNOW-IT-ALL
This one is SUPERRRRR annoying because miss/mr know-it-all here keeps giving us lame tips in which I'm sure every dog,cat,mouse,fly, mosquito, bacteria can google it online!! STOP teaching us things that are SOOOOO 2000 and late and give me some goss!!

TYPE 5: THE WTH-AM-I-DOING-HERE? BLOG
Sorry Sau Cheng but WTH AM I DOING HERE?!?! Stop posting nonsensical stuff that have no relevance whatsoever to ME and does not benefit me in any way!!

So yes, now you know what Poh Chee does in her free time. She reads your blogs while going "This is so stupid why is he even writing this?!?" , " Ughh I hate this", "Boring", "*yawns*" , "BLAH", "YULK!!!". Do I provoke you already? Before you scream and throw your computer screens at me, Poh Chee is just joking lah!! If I hate your blogs so much then why am I still reading it?!? BECAUSE human nature is such. Call it curiousity or kaypo I'm STILL gonna go Hey I love your blog!! But DANG do I hate it!! Bye!

XOXO,
KPC.

Another tear jerker.Emos: Beware.

2009-07-08T02:40:00.000-07:00

If this does not tear you up I don't know what will. Click on the picture and watch the last vid!

What a freaking cool tattoo this will be!!

2009-07-05T00:53:00.000-07:00

It will be if not for the fact that it carries no significance to me xD So tht was the reason why aku dah lama tak online.. I was SOOOOO engrossed with "Angels & Demons" and the whole Mj passing thing that the computer, believe it or not, does not seem delicious to me for the first time!! Woot for MEH!!! I know it's so lame tht I just read tht book now but I ALWAYS get stuck on page 34 since 2005.. coincidence? I don't think so! So whatever.. it's an awesome book so to those who are lamer than me and u haven't read it yet ( HAHAHAHAH LAME LOR YOU!!) I have two words for you: READ. IT.

Now on a more serious note.. I'm truly sad for Mj and I remember those times where my mum plays his album EVERY FREAKIN' SUNDAY and just imagine his impact on this world.. so many wannabes ( don't pretend lah u know u can't moonwalk like he can =D ) & impersonators wanting to indulge themselves in the odd world of whacko jacko.. but all in all.. I shall give this dead man a salute for the change he brought to the world of music.
That said, you know we love you MJ! =) R.I.P.

Michael Jackson,
August 19, 1958~ June 25, 2009

Life is a funny funny thing. =)

2009-06-19T04:29:00.000-07:00

I'm just SO angry nowadays. For God knows what reason. It's one of those down in the dumps time of your life where you just get depressed and you feel so freakin' wasted. So it was Thursday yesterday and the day started out well till I found out how low I got for physics. Like who gives a crap right? I'm not gonna be a rocket scientist anywaaaaay but but but it just adds to that stupid sucky feeling way down inside and piled up with all that gloom.. it's just an awful time of my life lah. Ever had those times where just when you think you're plunging down a freaking downhill something comes along and lifts up your spirits? =) My horoscope says that this week should reveal life and its ever changing episodes and oh boy were they right. On Wed I went for CF meeting and they were talking about accepting God into your life and stuff well I'm not really religious but it does shed some hope into my life here and guess what.. "Holes" was the reason that really turned my day around ystday. A hopeless, sombre song translated from Latvian which goes:

"If only, if only," the woodpecker sighs,
"The bark on the tree was just a little bit softer."
While the wolf waits below, hungry and lonely,
He cries to the moo-oo-oon,

"If only, if only."

How blue do you want me to be right?!? HOWEVER the REAL meaning of this song is:

If only, if only, the moon speaks no reply;

Reflecting the sun and all that's gone by,
Be strong my weary wolf, turn around boldly.
Fly high, my baby bird, My angel, my only.

HOW. DISTURBINGLY. BEAUTIFUL.

Pn. Gurjeet went on to talk about " The Secret" by Rhonda Byrne and I'm not kidding I really had goosebumps that lasted for the half and hour she was inspiring us with the whole ' believe ' thing. I'm not a surrealist. And I don't create my own theories. But I just see life in such an odd but amazing angle that if you wouldn't have met me in real life, you'd think I'm crazy. =)

The most important thing in life is to learn how to give out love, and to let it come in.=)

Because these are the moments that make it all worth while. =)

~The End~

Cocktails & Martinis

2009-06-09T23:23:00.000-07:00

So lately I've been checking out a lot of these blog cum shops and this blog by the very talented kayc caught my eye. ( I may sound biased but ehh what the heck! I love her! ) This baby is still new but I'm lovin' it already!! Style can NOT get any cheaper here so how bout it.. CLICK if you think it'll be worth 5 mins of your life. =) I don't know about you but that's definitely my kinda style.

LMBO AGAIN!!

2009-06-04T07:21:00.000-07:00

Haha another random video!! This is to all of you out there who have nothing better to do rather than just needing a good ol' laugh. Laugh with me here!! xD

VH1 TV Shows | Music Videos | Celebrity Photos | News & Gossip

LMBO!!

2009-06-04T00:06:00.000-07:00

Okay you guys are right I should STOP writing about Adam.. ( at least for this post xD ) Today would be an otherwise ordinary afternoon if not for Joe Jonas!! xDD JB's save the day!! Watch and laugh your socks off xDDDDDD and sorry if I just crushed your crush on Joe. =D

Totally Lambert-fied!

2009-05-23T09:29:00.000-07:00

Yeah yeah yeah here she goes, here she goes, here she goes again.. about American Idol!! ( To be exact.. about Adam!!) =D Computer down the past few days so I can FINALLY vomit my excitement about Idols wooohoooo!! First of all.. yea yea yea I'm pretty bummed my boyfriend didn't win but still err alot of non-winners are doing better than the Idols themselves i.e. Daughtry+Jennifer Hudson.. I mean look at Taylor Hicks! xD So anyway IS THAT THE BEST RESULTS SHOW OR WHAT!??! Highlight of the night.. DEFINITELY Black Eyed Peas and ask my neighbours I couldn't breathe when KISS came out.. I was screaming like " Oh my gawd are you serious?? Adam is CRAZEEEE!!" x10000 times haha.. SO many hollywood stars and now I'm missing Idols already.. It's been a part of my life since Season Three and this year it hurts the most when it has to come to an end bcos I was REALLY and I mean REALLY REALLY attached to this season.. Watched all the auditions except for the one in Utah and yeah I was just being an avid fan and the reason for me to look forward to every week is now gone. I'm gonna feel like a huge chunk of me is missing and needless to say I'm gonna miss those hours of extreme heartbeat rates+adrenaline rush after Adam's performances. Ok now I'm emo. xD SO in kesimpulan.. Sau Cheng has a thing for Idol runner-ups? =) Cya!

Taken a looong looooong time ago but I can't help but drool over Adam in a suit.

I can't eat.. I can't breathe and I can't sleep for days because of this performance.

Nothing to do with the finals but now we know why Adam's so charmingly chubby xD LOVE the snakeskin shoes btw =D

Sau Cheng is Lifeless.

2009-05-15T09:29:00.000-07:00

She totally is. Not to mention that she copied this phrase from Thirukumarran but the truth of the matter is.. she's lifeless. All she knows about is to siau over American Idol and it's hopefuls *coughs*Adam*coughs* She's lost her mind lah. I've never seen someone who daydreams as much as her. Because she is the one in a million. Lol it sounds better than it's supposed to. But she is the one in a million who still believes that dreams do come true. Can u believe that she is seventeen already? I called her that day.. I asked her " EH Sau Cheng, what're you doing with your life? You mabuk ka" She can't come up with a good reply. I suspect that she IS mabuk. She's living like a sinambullist walking around aimlessly. If you see her. Please send me an email. Thanks Bye. Those who found her will be rewarded generously. =)

Help me find her? Pretty pretty pretty puhhhleeeese?

I'm hungreeeeee =)

2009-05-11T00:37:00.000-07:00

Oh my god jellybeans!! =) *just did my first paper and no one's online T.T(ps: I hate physics!) * BYE!

And she sings too!

2009-05-08T07:48:00.000-07:00

Ok I'm not a MASSIVE fan of Leighton Meester but I do have to applaud God for her beauty. xD And oh look! She sings too!! In this song ft. Cobra Starship she shares a bit of her not-so-spectacular-but-ok-lah vocals. Click on the pic if you care to listen. =) {P/s : Gabe sounds fantastic, as usual! ;) }

whee! All the excitement from a girl who's jarang been tagged xD

2009-05-06T06:52:00.000-07:00

1.My Name : Sau Cheng!
2.My Birthday : 17th March ( mark tht in your calendar NOW! )
3.Who tagged you : Cili kacang.
4.Name 5 best friends : Aiyoh you guys know who you are lah.
5.What do you wished for birthday : I forgot to wish oh no!
6.Happy things that happened recently : I have a twitter account. =)
7.Most stressed about recently : Exam and add maths folio!! O.O
8.What is your dream about future :I'm gonna be a celebrity =DD
9.Do you have someone you like :Haha like super obsessed-omg-I'm-so-crazy-over-you kinda like?? Yes. yes. and yes. xD
10.Will visit your ex-teacher in a classmate gathering :One of my to-dos in 2011
11.Most happy to hang out with : Nonsense people xD
12.If two of your friends were having conflicts :Step aside and be atas pagar.
13.Where is preferably the place to go with your lover : The beach. =)
14.What to do in Christmas : Prepare to recieve gifts! woohoooo~!
15.Who do you want to celebrate Christmas with : With everyone whom I love & who loves me!
16.Bad habit on waking up early in the morning : That's the bad habit. I never wake up early.
17.How many siblings do you have : SATU.
18.Favourite song(Female) : Close to you.
19.Favourite song(Male) : For You I Will.
20.Favourite Colour : Green and pink and gold and lalalala rainbow colours!!
21.Flush before using the toilets? :Haha ALWAYS especially after my dad using it.
22.Love me not? : =.=
23.Affectionate to guys or girls : LOL I like boys.
24.What do you want to shout out loudly : I LOVE ADAM LAMBERRRRRRT!!
25.Do you dare to go toilets alone in the middle of the night? :Always lah. I'm toilet queen.
26.Will you take off your undies in while in the WC : Again, what's WC? o.O
27.Who’s the bastard : Don't understand.o.O
28.What’s the current affection :My current affection: a CAMERA xD
29.Sleeps uglily : You don't wanna see me sleeping.
30.Whats the time now : 10.01 omg tht makes a cool smiley!
31.Do you hate the person who tagged you : I don't hate her when she doesn't hate me xD
32.Weight : 40kg
33.Weather today : Rainy.. and then cloudy.. and rainy and now cloudy again.
34.Are you pregnant :Dumb question.. NEXT!
35.What will you do if you win a lottery : Buy a camera!!
36.An activity that must be done while in the Uni -life : I'll tell ya next year.
People Tagged
1. Jy
2. Sumathi
3. Venisa
4. Evelyn
5. Carmen 1
6. Carmen 2
7. Pinggu
8. Tze Yen
9. Davidssss
10. Am I allowed to tag David Archuleta? xD
01-【Does no.4 know no.6?】：Noppers.
02-【No.10 is a male or?】：HELLO my david is DEFINITELY all male xD
03-【 The hobby of no.8】：Rubiks here rubiks there rubiks everywhere
04-【Does no. 1 have any siblings】：Yeah and she knows my sis too!!
05-【The surname of of no.7】：Leeeeeeeee
06-【Does no.10 have alot of friends?】:Like a million and one.. yeah
07-【Anyone tackling no.4?】: Whoot whoot!! I sure hope so!!
08-【If no.2 is being introduced?】：Hey she's sumay.. My very blur friend xD
09-【The favourite colour of no.6】: Err hmmm uhh black? I guess??
12-【Where is no.5 studying currently?】：Aku punya classmate.
13-【How do you know no.10?】:I don't *coughs* know him *coughs*
14-【Whats the difference between the birthmonth of no.1 and you?】：8 months
15-【Ever hang out with no.9?】：Once haha
16-【Do you like to chat with no.2?】: I see her day and night
17-【Like to be with no.3?】：Yeah haha my let's-siau-celebrities-together buddy =D
18-【How do you think about no.7?】：She's very shweeeet.
19-【How do you think about no.9?】：He's downright emo. xD
20-【Do you love no.5?】：Carmen I lurrrrrve you!
1.Who tagged you with this questionnaire? : Cili kacang lah.
2.How long have you known him/her : Errr 9 years.
3.Do you think that he/she is important to you? : Yea yea yea
4.Your relationship with him/her : We're partners!! LINING UP partners. =D
5.Whats his/hers hobby? : Online 24/7
6.What do you think about his/her personality? : Very xiaxue-ish
7.His/her points of importance in your heart : 267%
＊1st thing before sleep : Surround me with pillows =)
＊1st thing after awaking from sleep : TOILET!! GOTTA GO!!
＊Your idol : Haha David and Adam and my grandma!
＊Favourite season : Winter+ Spring
＊Worked part-time before? : haha yes!
＊Times worked : Twice
＊Country that wanted to go most : US or England =D
＊Personality hated : Rude people.
＊Are you a crybaby? : Never was. Ohh wait. Was.
＊You laugh alot? : ahahahahhahahahahhahaha
＊Do you like to go out alone? : Errrhh no way man.
＊What time you wake up if it was a holiday? : 10. =D
＊Today’s weather（Sunny Rainy Cloudy）: Rainy+ Cloudy
＊Choose between Friends and Lover : Both.
＊Choose between Chances and Fates : Both.
＊Are you narcissist? : Everyone's a lil narcissistic in the inside I bet ya.
＊Is this questionnaire long? : No no no it only took me 13 mins.. how long could it be? =.=
＊How to make yourself feel better every time? : By eating chocolate/ice cream xD
＊Favourite food : Anything cheesy or chocolatey but not both.
＊Do you like ice? : Yeah.
＊Are you full of happiness? : Sometimes. Being 17 is waaaaay gloomy.
＊Which are the friends that you cared the most? : All of them.=)
＊Whats the most important item in your bed room? : My lil pillow. =)
＊Most consistent dream at sleep : Omg best if you didn't know.
＊Will you forgive a guy that is mentally disobedient? : mentally disobedient? There's such a word meh?
＊Whats the meaning of life? : To spread joy to the world! Whee!
＊Do you know？（See if you can answer this！）: Err ohhkay.
＊When do you hate me? : When you hate me.
＊Like the day you were born or been into the society?: Yeah. March 17th is the day when a legend starts to form xD
＊Like Taoism or Confucianism？ : Not really into any -isms so far.
＊Favourite cake? : Anything cheesy or chocolatey but not both!
＊Can we stop this game now? :SERIOUSLY YES
＊Do you like sardins? ^^ : yulks
＊Who knows you the best? : My alter ego.
＊IQ higher or EQ? : Lol both.. not so high xD
＊Computer or Mobile Phone : Love 'em both.
＊Prefer to sleep or play? : Love 'em both too.
＊Friendster or Facebook? : Facebook friendster's so 2000 and late xDD ( says fergie)
＊Whats your wish right now? : Again, best if you didn't know. x)
＊Tired? : YESS VERRYYYY
＊Favourite drinks : I like smoothies and blackcurrant, french vanila, fruit juices and... and.... and...
＊What do you think of the humanity and personality of the person who tagged you? : She's just so.. sooo.... urghhh so... CILI KACANG!!

ARE YOU FREAKING KIDDING ME?!?!

2009-04-30T06:08:00.000-07:00

I JUST watched American Idol and WHARRRRRRRT?!?!?!? Adam's in the BOTTOM TWO?!?! What the buck?! Those two phrases don't even ryhme! If "adam" and "two" should come as a sentence it would be ADAM LAMBERT, TOP TWO!! What's wrong with you Glamberts?!? Your phones have no credit? You dropped your phones cos you were too hyped by Adam's performance?!?! WHAT?!?! I don't get it. This makes no sense. Nosensenosensenosense!! You know what? Stop voting for Adam next week. Take him out from AI. So he could make a record already and I could buy it. So he could have the most mind blowing concerts ever and I could watch them. Ok? Do us ALL a favour. Either vote for him to win or kick him out. I don't need another oh-my-gosh-archie-BETTER-win moment again. You guys just don't want a gay guy to win do you?! *breathes in and out vigorously* Ok chill. Go take a walk. Clear the cobwebs in your brains. AND VOTE FOR HIM!!! Too bad I'm in Malaysia. =.= and sorry for the subsequent post on Adam Lambert but this is totally unbelievable. Now excuse me I gotta go release some stress and shout from my balcony while you guys VOTE!!! ( ohh 'you guys' refers to all the Glamberts in America who actually has Adam's future in their hands ) =)

Clearing. things. out.

2009-04-24T20:07:00.001-07:00

Ok I was in class yesterday and someone *sorry forgot who* showed me the page The Star did on Adam and I was gasping hard for air haha sorry terlalu hyper. First things first, I'M NOT GAY. People think I'm going through a phase in my life or something but I like boys ok. I'm normal. Just because I have this insane addiction on Adam Lambert ( Hey it's not my fault he's so freaking fantastic even 60 year-olds become his fan girls ) doesn't mean that ohh I'm one of them too.. Again.. let me stress on this point ESPECIALLY to Venisa ( she thinks I'm weird for having a crush Robert, whom she claims to be gay and of course, Adam). No I won't fall for gay people ( an exception for Adam cos he's Bi-curious xD ) and I don't like girls. Ok? Happy? Geddit? Clear now? I have weird taste in music. Yes. I have weird taste in personalities that I like. Yes. BUT I'm a normal seventeen year-old who's just a tad bit special when it comes to making choices. So don't question me about this anymore. I like boys. The End. But just one of the reasons why Adam is sooooo likeable.. Watch!

I cried smiling. =)

2009-04-21T04:44:00.000-07:00

This is Susan Boyle. A 47 year-old with dreams as high as the mountains and a passion for singing so deep she wets your cheeks. Click on her picture to view the remarkable video of her singing. Oh my god. This is the evidence of a miracle in the works. CLICK to feel it.

Please read this. I'm begging you, please!!

2009-04-19T04:47:00.000-07:00

I know poverty strikes this world but I didn't know 25000 people die of hunger EVERY DAY. Please view the following video. PLEASE. Click on the picture of the little boy.

KOTOR day at sch today xD

2009-04-16T05:08:00.000-07:00

BEST day in school I've ever had in a loooooong time. Haven't had time to sit down to actually TALK to my sweetie pies <3 and other okay-tasting pies lately so yeah and then Venisa came to us suddenly asking us what the following word means : nowordnowordnowowrd . Ok if you don't see a word there.. that's because I can't bring myself to post it... too disgusting... totally against my morales. xD How innocent can you be VENISA??! Pass lah you.. You'll get a grade A if you're ever planning to be a nun. =) Because of that, we continued on THAT topic and I feel so unsaint-like no thanks to you!! =.= All in all.. nice day, today. Oh I just realized, I kinda suck at singing xD Bye.

I WANT YOU CRATER FACE!!!!! xDDD

Wow.

2009-04-12T03:51:00.000-07:00

WARNING!! DON'T SAY I DIDN'T WARN YA. THIS IS AN EXTREMELY LONG POST BECAUSE I AM WRITING ABOUT THE ONE AND DEFINITELY ONLY DAVID ARCHULETA! IF IT'S 1AM++ AT NIGHT, DON'T READ IT!! IF YOU CAN STILL TAHAN MY FANDOM XD BY ALL MEANS, READ AHEAD. =) Thanks for reading this warning.

So after sch on thurs I went straight to bathe at my aunt's and then it's off to KAYY ELLL!! Collected the tix from Sunway Pyramid at Asian Avenua aka Lala Land ( Prangin Mall no. 2 ) xD Then Friday I pretty much did nothing just watching Gossip Girl while eating on my sis's bed and then at night we went to eat at Ikea and omg the Daim cake I tell you.. heaven in your mouth man! And then SATURDAY!!! Holy cow it's David Day!! xD SO I arrived at about one and already there're about 2000 people in the ampitheatre.. Hmm how do I describe the ampitheatre?? It's like those tents where you go to see an animal show in the zoo xD David DEFINITELY deserves better you people!!! >( So for those of you who went you might probably wanna throw away David's album right now, not that that's something bad, it's just he sounded SO much better live..which brings us back to the post title: Wow. Simply wow-some =) He only performed 6 songs but that was enough to make the toughest dude out there cry. David is undeniably amazing and oh my gawd so good looking in person!! T.T I think my heart stopped when he came out especially singing " Am I crazy or falling in love, is it really just another crush~" Like hell yeah you're having a crush!!! On ME mah!! xD

His fans here in Msia are crazeeee, almost as obsessive as I am but I can't beat them lah screaming fan girls.. Aaaand there were TONNES of banners made for David and my favourite would be one that says " Mrs. David Archuleta" with an arrow pointing down to herself hahahahha perasan babe!!! So all in all the showcase was triple S= sweat. songs. SCREAM!. It's like that chocolate that someone put on the table to lure you.. you want it badly but when you get nearer someone says 'uhh uhh uhh, no touchy' so the desire is unbelievably unbearable and then this showcase comes along.. FINALLY you get to take a bite out of that oh-s0-yummeh choc but then before the sensation even sinks in that stupid idiot snatches it away from you, AGAIN. Not even enough to memuaskan my nafsu. So yeah that's my odd way in describing the showcase. I've had a lot of these you-can-look-but-you-can't-touch moments in my life alright but this one hurts THE most., so far. It leaves me wanting for MORE arggh I miss David. T.T So I didn't meet him. double T.T .. but I bought something for him and then I tried ALL I can to pass it to him. Went berserk searching for people in Zero Gravity t-shirts ( they bought it from Archuleta Avenue Malaysia -AAM-) and then I passed it to Jon from AAM.. He said he can only try, no promises. So I kinda got ragu-ragu lah and then when I walked pass the stage I saw some fans passing stuff to this bald caucasian( probably David's tour manager) and he said " OK I'LL PASS IT TO HIM" so I ran and literally went opposing a crowd of 6000 to get to Jon to get back my gift.. Those people probably hate me for my barbaric act of shoving and pushing through but sorry lah.. gotta sacrifice my maruah and your peace of mind for David =) so at last I passed it to that guy!! Whee~!! I dunno if David will ever get it but I love to hope against hope. =) and now, for pics and videos: ENJOY!!( but I doubt you would cos they're pretty blur.. if you want better quality ones, easy sheesy I suggest TheStarOnline or AAM or if in doubt, just youtube it lah)

My VERY sweeeeeet tickets

Taken at IKEA
They serve good food at KL too!!!

Walking in to see David!

Tiok pek to chaperone me xDD

The ampitheatre!! And in about one hour.. David will be standing on THAT stage!! woot!!

The crowd is NOTHING yet. Wait till you see how packed this place will be an hour later.

DAAAAAAAVID!!!!!!

I'm THIS close to the stage!! O.O

Leaving. I know I'm sad too alright!!
Bye bye Sunway!!!! T.T

CLICK the above pic for CLEAR pics of David =)

David performing Touch My Hand!! (Ignore my screaming) xD

I'm telling you something I don't normally tell people.

2009-04-04T07:43:00.000-07:00

Our school has a music room!! Like wow. It's almost heaven-like and it definitely is an escape from the oh-so-hectic school life. This is what cls is supposed to be!! I'm so glad they're taking art seriously now but too late for us fifth formers lah =( Ok let's not talk much about that room since err.. it's so secretive and all lol. But this just reminds me.

In my seventeen years of life I have two regrets.
1. Not spending enough time with my late grandfather. I love you kong kong.
2. I love music and not being able to make music is something I really regret.

I should've bugged my parents more when I was young xD Maybe they'd let me learn music. I just never am tenacious enough to sound out that I love to sing and that I want to play the piano and guitar. i let all these slip by and just tagged along with my parents' stereotypical point of views. T.T Sorry for being emo but I do find myself gloomy nowadays. I'm seventeen. Yeah SEVENTEEN!! and I have no idea what my purpose in life is. Like I'm missing something. I'm here to find it.. I'm not satisfied with what I have now and I just wished my parents were a little more supportive. My dad's the hardheaded one. He's always like " get good results, get a scholarship, study in singapore" yada yada yada blah blah blah. I am doing what I'm doing right now to achieve all those stuff. But WHY AM I DOING WHAT I'M DOING? Is it REALLY what I want? I dunno. Mum's at least ok. But that day I asked her something and her reply kinda broke me.

Me: Mum, if I were to do something that I REALLY like as a job in future, but it's not churning in any lucrative income, would you support me whole-heartedly?

Mum: Err.. I dunno.

T.T I understand we need money and stuff. Just please, help me find a purpose in my life. Lol I realise how emo and long this post is.. which is good in a way so you people won't read it and actually have a taste of my insecurities. Below is a quote by Morrie Schwartz ( Tuesdays with Morrie by Mitch Albom) I read this part and went to hug my mum and my tears just kept falling without any reason.

"So many people walk around with a meaningless life. They seem half-asleep, even when they're busy doing things they think are important. This is because they're chasing the wrong things. The way you get meaning into your life is to devote yourself to loving others, devote yourself to your community around you, and devote yourself to creating something that gives you purpose and meaning."

TEARS OF JOY!!!!

2009-04-03T01:23:00.000-07:00

I got it. AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!! I FREAKING GOT THE TICKETS!! =DDDDDDDDD No idea how to make me sound the way I'm feeling in the inside now.. YAY!!! I love you digi. Sorry for the previous emo post. I love you I love you I love you. =) and I love you even more David. =D
Whatever I'm feeling right now is beyond words!!!!!!! =)

WHY?!!?

2009-04-02T02:33:00.000-07:00

DIGI!!!!!! You didn't give me the tickets... WHY WHY WHY!??!?! T.T I bet you I was the first 50 to buy that bundle.. I bought it the day you started the contest.. WHY?!?!?!? It sucks.. to know that the whole world ( ok maybe not the whole world) will be at kl watching the man you love perform and meeting him and talking to him while I mope around wishing it was me. DON'T even say I didn't try.. ohh I tried alright T.T Blame my no-good-dirty-rotten-pig-stealing-great-great-grandfather!! T.T WHYYYYYYYYYY?!!?

SO ARCHU-TASTIC!!

2009-03-31T05:18:00.000-07:00

Archie's HERE!! I know lah.. so obvious ain't it?? I seriously am SO nervous cos I'll know whether I get the tickets or not on Apr 2nd!!! Pray for me people!! Been joining every single freaking contest there is to get the tics.. if I don't get it.. T.T Meanwhile... LOOK:

OHH I'LL SEE YOU ALRIGHT DAVID EVEN IF I HAVE TO CRAWL ALL THE WAY TO KL!! GAHHHH!!

I have no idea how a tag works!!

2009-03-20T21:54:00.000-07:00

Give me a break I'm still quite a noob at this ok!!

A special tag.
The Rules are :Copy to your own note, erase my answer, and enter yours.
Use the first letter of your name to answer each of the following questions.
They have to be real, nothing made up !
If the person before you had the same first initial,you must use different answers.
You cannot use any word twice &you can't use your name for the boy/girl name question.

1.What is your name: Sau Cheng

2.A four letter word: Suck! xD

3.A boy's name: Sean

4.A girl's name: Shania

5.An occupation: Scuba Diver whoot! whoot!

6.A color: Shamrock green xD sorry can't think of anything else!

7.Something you wear: Strappy heels =)

9.Something found in the bathroom: Shower caps

10.A place: San Francisco

11.A reason for being late: Shattered my bedroom window, gotta sweep up the pieces.

12.Something you shout: SAY SAY SAY SAY!! (Copying Hard Gay xD)

13.A movie title: Serendipity

14.Something you drink: SAKE!!

15.A musical group: Scissor Sisters xD

16.An animal: Sssssssnake

17.A street name: Street Blablabla all streets starts with an 's'

18.A type of car: Saga whoosh patrotic sungguh =)

19.A song title: Satisfaction!! ADAM'S BEST PERFORMED SONG!!

20.A verb: Sing!

The person I tagged.
No one. =) People I should tag have either already been tagged or is the one who tagged me.

It's 1.32 am

2009-03-20T10:31:00.000-07:00

Ok I don't know why I'm still awake and staring at Adam's pictures+info+chatting with the rest of the fan girls. I need some help.. This ketagihan is REALLY unhealthy. =.= I was on americanidol.com telling the rest of the world about this addiction and guess what some girl replied and wait for it! Read this:

"sclovesdavid, U are sooo right! I feel like that famous line in Twilight movie from Edward, "You are like a drug too me, U are my brand of Herione (not sure how to spell that, LOL)! He is a one of a kind! Sooo happy that the world gets to see his AWESOME talent! THANK U ADAM FOR SHARING YOURSELF! We love u, Your fan-girl, Gina"

She mentioned Edward!! Which means there's some kaitan to Robert!! Whoot!! Ok I have to stop this. Right now. So on the other hand, at least Rodney said hi xD and he begged me to post his poem up so here goes:

I Am

I am awesome and wicked
I wonder why me?
I hear sallie singing
I see the beach
I want a hundred billion dollars
I am awesome and wicked

I pretend to be a ninja
I feel like im king of the world
I touch like an elephant jumping over people
I worry my girlfriend get eaten by sheep
I cry because she tells lies
I am wicked and awesome

I understand we are all capable of telling stories
I say someday hiphop music is also gonna be played in funerals
I dream about people vomiting music
I try to rule the world
I hope i live fast n die
I am wicked and awesome

It's kinda..a different poem.. well I'll give him props for being so ever Rodney-ish xD It should be made into a song tho. I'd buy it. =D On a more serious note, support Earth hour. Blah I'm just really exhausted I dunno what I'm typing.. But how can I just leave a post filled with words? Gotta grace it up with someone goodlooking rite? So I picked my lastest addiction.. ADAM!! Whoot!

The fatter version of Pete Wentz, the older version of Joe Jonas. =)

I know what you're screaming about Adam: YAY for guyliner!! x)

ELLLLLL OHHH ELLLLL!!!

2009-03-17T07:42:00.000-07:00

OHHH MY GAWD!!! No explanation needed.. I'm laughing like nuts now and whatever I just ate.. I'm about to puke it out.. Beware for what u're about to see xDD ( Rover's Campfire '09: Fancy Dress)

LOVE the costumes ( Amahhhzing job Kang and Yvonne) & cute Tinkerbell!! but that person wearing that toga is NOT me xDD *pretends to not know that person*

Talking Gay. =D

2009-03-17T00:27:00.000-07:00

So Venisa and I were having a pretty heated up argument about gay actors.. oops I meant actors acting as gays. I REALLY don't see anything wrong with it. In fact I feel that they're good, committed actors in order to portray that. Lol wonder why we're so weird to be talking about this topic? Cos I told her Robert would have to 'make love' in his new movie Little Ashes and that I, as a fan, don't really mind. At least people who appreciate the art of acting wouldn't.This is what Venisa said:

"pattinson is a heartthrob to his female fans and y are also young girls who are crazy about him maybe 9 or 10 year old girls and acting gay doesn't really show a good thing to young children is this how he set a good examples to young generations?"

I shall reply to that here. Well as an artist, I really appreciate those who go beyond and diverse themselves in different roles. If all artists were to cater to 9-12 year old teeny boppers then what good movies are there left? We shall be stuck in the world of boybands and pink plastics all over again. Robert's a mature actor who knows where he's heading and to those who hate him for being Edward Cullen.. GET OVER IT ALREADY! The movie is made and Stephanie seems pleased. Unless you write a book in future and it turns out to be a movie, get mad all you want but the truth remains untouched. Go Robert, go gay. xD

Happy Birthday To Myself.

2009-03-16T09:37:00.000-07:00

I'm seventeen!! Omg!! haha. First of all thank you sweethearts who wished me and who cared to actually remember! This is quite a random post since I won't be celebrating my bday after all so I'll just post this up as a memorabilia xD Chong was the first to wish me actually.. she thought the 16th was already my bday! And Freddie sang a really out of tune bday song haha but thanks anyway. And thank you mum<3>and dad<3>and sis<3 and popo<3 , sweetie pies<3,> and even jonathan ohh and poornima and eunice!! and thankies rashveen, mie mie and anna and uhh adrian tung, adrian yeoh ohh yeah lim pheng sheng!! lol these are all the people who wished me about 40 minutes ago..and also thank you sei tai lou, carmen,karyn,jo,yoke ti,melissa, melvin, thiru, ryan, chee chung, rodney(lol he wished me for about 5 times already.. said he'll wish me every minute wakaka cool of u!! thank u!! ) , hema( thanks for calling just to wish me!! )liann, eugene, ming shaun, tinageran, alex( thanks for writing a post about my birthday!!), lye aun, su sian , saras, kudhra, qian, wee shen, A Cheong!!, lawrence, kelvin, euphemia,tze yen, donovan and krystle..well thank you so so so so much. (although some of you don't really know me haha but thanks! )You guys just made my day^.^.. and it's just the start of it. =) Sooooooo since I won't be getting a cake, I figured I should post as many candy coated yummylicious SHWEEEEEEET cakes+cookies+cupcakes that I can find!! Once again...

And now, for the all the birthday cakes in the world I could not eat!! :

Cookie cakes~! =)

Tell me you're if not a fan of tiered cakes..you must be insane!!

My initial! Woohoo! x)

Ok this belongs to a girl named chantel but whatever haha.

My favourite kind: Candy cakes! Mmmm mmm ~

OHH EMM GEE!! All the frosting.. all the colouring.. I'm in love! <3

This is a response to "Copying Jiayi"

2009-03-15T06:20:00.000-07:00

Ohhhhkayyyy..discovering about your personality through another is pretty weird. And you always thought you knew yourself best. But still I'm not gonna swallow that long explanation and digest it because HECK I still believe I mould my own personality.=) So whatever lah I'm just gonna link you guys up if you're as personality-disorientated as I was xD Click if you dare * does the meanest evil laughter* MUAHAHAHAHAHAH:
free Enneagram Test

Oh well to make this post LESS boring than it is already..

I thought his ugly face(who am I kidding he's GORGEOUS to me) might cheer us up abit =)

Ohh and look at lovely Robbie Pattie as Salvador Dali!! *rofl*