Don't make a girl fall for you if you don't plan to catch her in the first place okay?

Penang guys are ugly. Ok not ugly ugly but just ugly in the inside.

Idk why but a lot of people regard me like Aunt Agony and come to me whenever they have

relationship problems and guys keep telling me about how terrible girls are, playing with their feelings and then leaving them hanging just like that. They say girls are complicated.

Well here's a girl's side of the story, you suckers.

I've only really have my heart broken ONCE and it was enough.

You know, this guy probably thought I was nothing, but him to me, at that time, was everything.

It took me, believe it or not, almost a year to completely not feel sad over him and the whole time I was dealing with getting back up on my feet, he got himself another girl, broke up and fell for idk how many millions girls after that.

Right, the whole thing is not about him. I don't understand why guys go to 5 different girls at the same time, make each one of them feel like they're special, and at their own convenience just pick the best one for THEMSELVES and forget the other 4. You can't contain your lust? You need THAT much attention?

" You don't make a girl fall for you if you don't plan on catching her in the first place."

ESPECIALLY when that girl is super amazing and you're just down right paria.

Come on, all that guys have to do is to be super damn sweet to a girl, and no matter how ugly

you are, she'll fall for you. I think that's a terrible thing to do cos when at the end, you ditch

her. And make her feel THAT much worthless. I can absolutely forgive you for being an asshole, because well, aren't we all a little asshole-ish in the inside? But what I cannot forgive you, is for wasting my time. And for bringing my self-esteem sooooo low.

Ok I'm not bragging here. But I have had many people crushing on me. And I had the courtesy of not responding so they know they won't have hope. I don't go around making the whole world fall for me and then dumping them like some kinda garbage.

I have this friend, who likes this guy, who is totally useless. I know, but should I continue letting her be happy and then totally crushed in the end? And maybe hope for a miracle that this guy won't be a complete jerk to her? Or should I just tell her? End her fake happiness and not allow her to be hurt?

I have this OTHER friend who has met nothing but useless useless guys who broke her heart one time too many. I applaud her. Because no matter how sad she is, she keeps on holding on and hanging in there, and keeps on fighting for love. She's brave and I hope I can be a little more like her.

So don't ask me why I'm single. I'm single because the people I have met are jerks. I'm single because I'm awesome and I know I deserve something better. Nuff said.

* and why is it that in relationships I'm always like the guy?!?!?! I know I'm a tough little girl but I need to be taken care of too. What, if I'm too much to handle: TO THE LEFT TO THE LEFT.*