Shake It Up. It's Christmas Time. ❥

So seeing that last year's Christmas post is STILL on the first page, you'll know that I haven't REALLY been blogging. However, I wanted a Christmas blogpost to sum up my entire year of 2010. SO here ya go~!

The whole of 2010 can be summed up by this teeny weeny mood-timeline of mine: (click)

Dec '09-Jan'10: Gawd, if I had to pick a time in my life where every single second was purely AMAZING and noth else, it would be somewhere between those two months. Not gonna elaborate but at that time, SPM just flew outta my life, I REALLY thought I was ready for love(finally) and I don't know, my friends were great, family was loving. I had the most out of the world where everything feels like the movies kinda moments. I loved it. At that time, I truly believed in magic. =)

Mid-Feb: December came and gone. Even the strongest magic wears out in time. I was really sad at this point of my life. A lot of crying a lot of sombre. Blah let's make this short alrightey? NSC no likey gloom. But reality sinks in and no one really knew what was wrong with me at that time? And I guess I just didn't want the world to know so it's a lot of being alone in my room crying in the dark kinda days. I hated it. Because 1st of Jan was a GREAT day, a GREAT way to start my year so what I go through at this time, what a total contrast. This sick, strange darkness goes on till... well read on. :D

JUNE: Now who says Form Six is a total waste of time? Because I think it is one of the BEST times of my life. I needed this change. I needed new friends, new environment. SXI is a really welcoming school with its friendly smiles and warm embrace. I loved it there. I think at any point of my life for me to truly appreciate friendship, I'd say it's during Form Six where I really value all my friends. Guess what, at that time, for a moment there, I was happy. =)

December: Hellow, this is the month we're in now. Lol I'm really good at paraphrasing my life yeah? December, december.. I have lots to expect actually judging on how well it was last year. But this is a girl who's lost all hope. Right now, I'm clinging on to the littlest things to bring back the lustre and joy in my eyes. I don't know what to expect. I'm happy, that's true, but will I ever be as happy?

So there you go. My 2010 in 4 paragraphs. :D

Truth is, I was only ever excited to talk about Decembers.

Because it's the holidays so there's a lot of time for self reflection,

reading and simply just indulging in life and exploring whatever that is waiting for you.

This December, I wanted to smile again. Like really, really smile.

I wanted to bring my Christmas tree out and revive the whole Xmas spirit in my home

but I live in a really small house now you know so a Christmas tree is not very practical atm. =/

Now this is when December shows its first sign of Christmas miracle because guess what?

I got THIS as a present!:

It's a mini Christmas tree which is now sitting happily next to my TV. =)

Anyway, remember THIS?:

Wish no. 1 : My friends and family were all happy and safe this year. CHECK!

Wish no. 2: Oh I got my dream come true alright, and a little bit more lol. CHECK!

Wish no. 9: THANK YOU FREDDIE AND ADRIAN!! CHECK CHECK CHECK!

Wish no. 10: My phone's alright, it dropped into the toilet bowl but it's alright haha. CHECK!

This year, I decided to be LESS greedy so I only asked Santa for five wishes.

Some inevitable, I just HAD to ask.

So Santa, how bout that Christmas miracle nau? ❥

Last but not least, here's wishing you a merry, Merry Christmas and a GREAT 2011 ahead!

❥