This Is How I'm Going To Die. =)

I know this is morbid.
And most people won't actually talk about death itself, let alone discuss their OWN deaths.
You see you'll never know when D-Day is and I truly, truly believe in (and I quote) " When you learn how to die, you learn how to live."
So before I get my chance taken away from me,


THIS is how I'm going to die.
I want everyone notified. ( Kindy friends, primary school teachers, co-workers, long lost-bau bau bacang family members. )
My funeral should be simple. And no Taoist Priest please. Hey I know I'm a ghost but the chanting actually scares me okay.
I want people to leave messages or to be precise, testimonials about me in a jar and those should be read out during my wake instead of people wasting time talking or worse. Playing mahjong during my funeral =.=
Please do EVERYTHING according to procedure. Hey I live as a kiasu I die a kiasu ghost. Don't miss out on ANYTHING ok.
I won't come back to find you if you're not important enough so don't worry I'm not interested in haunting you. Even if I DO come back, hey just know that I love you and I'm not gonna do ANYTHING scary at all (ie. opening the tap water o.O banging the doors, turning the doorknobs.)
My diary goes to my sister. My shoes are buried with me. =DDD All money goes to my mom. (Just in case)
Oh and please play Adam, Fall Out Boy and David for me?
NO funeral bands too. They have a tendency to make people cry =.=
Oh and I know I'm not a Christian but I want angels on my tombstone. =)


I'm actually quite scared right now thinking about it. I don't know if this may cause a stir if I posted it up but something that had happened recently got me thinking. Afterall this is a reality we cannot cheat and cannot escape. The only fear you have is losing all the people you love and care about. And if I haven't said this enough, I REALLY love my family(no matter if I fail to show it at times) I love all my friends, I love my colleagues and I did care about you.

That said, I'm gonna go continue living now. =)