Christmas Toes

Want your little toes to get festive as well?

I'm gonna show you how!

All you need is.....

1. The base colour: I recommend red or a midnight blue. :)

2. ALLLLLL your glitter gear!

3. White nailpolish for the snowflake.

4. A TOOTHPICK.

Okok this is not as nice as those that you can find from the Internet out there.

But let's face it, as mindblowing as their nail art are, not every Tom, Dick and Harry can achieve the same results when attempted. I know cos I tried. And it turned out like crap.

So I'm offering an easier alternative for you guys who kinda suck at art, like me. :)

Sooooooooo.... here goes!

Step 1

Paint your base colour!

TIP: It is VERY important to let it dry thoroughly or else the snowflake will be carved into the red. Definitely not what we want, do we? D:

Step 2

The snow.

TIP: Painting the snow is easier than it looks. Just paint the top part, remove the excess nailpolish from the brush, and use the slightly dry brush to create dabs of snow.

Step 3

Use the toothpick to carefully dot a snowflake out!

Pretty sure you can do better than me and I only dot them out because it's so much easier than to DRAW a snowflake on. Not easy for shaky hands like mine!

TIP: Because you have so much going on at the big toe already, just do some simple accents

for the remaining little toes. I added a 'diamente' drop on the side of each little toe.

Pretty? Yes. Simple? YES YES YES.

Step 4

Finish off with topcoat!

You GOTTA have topcoat. Here, I chose a glittery one to add to the Christmas feel!

and..... VOILA!

Now where did I get my inspiration from, you ask?

Source: http://www.fashionlatest.net/christmas-nail-designs.html

Yes I was supposed to DRAW a perfect snowflake but... close enough? Hehe.

Here was my first and FAILED attempt:

More like a star? Less like a snowflake. :/

I even tried it on my sister and mommy! They're so nice to be my experimental specimens xD

My mum didn't want the shiny snow on top so I added some snowdrops. :)

I did the one on the right. It's basically plain snow on a cool winter night. I tried? But it looked really messy haha.

Hope you guys liked this. :)

Here's wishing you a.....

Longing

Hi. I've been doing some thinking lately. Actually, I ALWAYS think and ponder as if the universe and the lives it holds depend on it HAHAHA. Ok *clears throat* so I've been thinking. And I realised, that I haven't been feeling that way for a LONG LOOOONG time. The feeling when you meet someone and you JUST like him. You know, it didn't occur to you what attracted you but you JUST like him. JUST. Not those kinda likes where you take some time to convince yourself that hey... this guy's been my friend for some time... he's got great attitude.. he's a nice guy.. why not.. lets fall for him? No.

I'm talking about that feeling you have from the START. Love at first sight. Love at first sound. Love at first smell (lol?). Whatever you call it. I've felt it when I was 14 and then 17 and then no more.

This feeling... arghh this feeling.. is amazing.. you don't give crap about what people say about you. You don't care about how you're acting. All you know is that you've fallen head over heels.... and FAST... for a STRANGER. And what's even MORE amazing is having him fall for you just as HARD. He's JUST as obsessed.

Yeahhhh that feeling... is amazing.

No worries. No nothing.

Because your love is enough to glue everything in pieces. That's what you thought at that moment. Heck at that moment you think you're a freakin' superhero surrounded by this cloak of liquid luck. The Cloak Of Euphoria. That's what I'd like to call it. But here's the downfall... as wonderful as having passion and romance blasted at your face sounds.. it fizzles out soooo quickly. Like how fireworks.. marvellous, marvellous things... BEAUTIFUL explosions.. fizzle out waay too quickly.

I'm too old already to be feeling this way. I should be looking out for stability and security. But when life gets too serious sometimes... you just can't help but feel the sense of ...

longing....

for that spark.

That moment.

That love.

That dream, aloud.

Just....

longing....

♥ Sau Cheng.

Stupid Punjabi

I've actually known this guy from tuition since form 1. He was SO annoying.. always cracking lame ass jokes and just creating a lot of disturbance in class. One word : MONKEY. And then we got to know each other a little better after form 5. I guess he was trying to chase me at that time(?) but I went and got myself a boyfriend. Haha PHAIL. I guess life just works its way out because I'm really proud to have an AWESOME friend like Darren. :DD

To Dar Dar,

I don't care if you say you're an asshole to everyone else but all I know is that you've been nothing but sweet and caring to me. :)

When you say you're going to be there for me, you REALLY are there. You take the initiative to care when I'm nervous, scared, mad, sad, excited. You always know the right things to say to make me feel better. :)

But all I really wanted to say is....

DAR DAR!!

I know I can't make your birthday as awesome as you made mine but not a lot of girls will blog about a STIUUUUPID guy like you so DON'T COMPLAIN!

Oh and to anyone who's reading this, this guy's not my boyfriend or whatever. My boyfriend's Matthew Gray Gubler. :DDD

Falling in Love. Why bother?

Why do people fall in love anyway? I mean sure it is a wonderful feeling, it's completely out of the world. But when you look it with my Reality Glasses, falling in love, maybe isn't so heavenly afterall. Here are a few reasons why I think, maybe people shouldn't fall in the first place.

1. The Person

Right. I'm super Miss Picky because when I fall, I don't wanna JUST fall for anyone. I want someone who would make things last. It's not just how he looks, it's his attitude. I love someone with hopes and dreams. Someone who's passionate about life. Someone who cares. Someone who understands. And most importantly, someone who knows how to treat a lady right. Arghhh I want so many things. So meeting THAT person, in the first place, is a bother. So how? Fall in love with myself lah better.

2. The Timing

Great. Let's say you've found that person. He's ALL you ever wanted. And his love is ALL you need. And he loves you all the same. BUT he's attached. BUMMER. What now?

Ok scenario number two. Now here's a guy who loves you with all his heart. And he could be that one person you've been waiting for. But YOU don't quite fancy him. Not right now. ANOTHER bummer. So it's not that simple. Why can't life be more simple?

Timing, is very very essential in love.

3. The Relationship

Alright let's just say you've met your soulmate at the perfect time and nothing could go wrong.

But relationships... relationships are soooo frustrating. Compromise, honesty, trust, sacrifice. SO much to practise when in a relationship. You're giving up your freedom. Giving up some alone time. Giving a lot to gain love. Sometimes it works out fine.

But sometimes it makes you think twice: Is she/he REALLY worth it?

4. The Heartbreak

SOMEONE is bound to hurt in love. Even married couples. Married people aren't lovey dovey continuously for 50 years. The fights. The cheating. The lies. That's the ugly truth about life and about human beings. And heartbreaks SUCK. It hurts when someone cheats on you. It hurts when your lover loses his feelings for you. It hurts when you experience unrequited love. It hurts that it hurts more for YOU than for him.

So here are 4 good reasons why we shouldn't bother falling in love in the first place. :/

But then again, why do we put ourselves through so much trouble?

Because there are a MILLION and one reasons to love compared to just a meagre FOUR reasons to NOT.

Because at the end of the day, you want someone to listen.

Someone to laugh with.

Someone to cry with.

Someone to hold you when it's cold outside.

Someone to feed you when you're too lazy to even pick up a damn spoon.

Someone to share your life with.

Someone to tell you how beautiful you look even without all that make up.

Someone, to hold your hand when you're 6o and old.

Sooooooo... falling in love. What say you?

Just something to ponder about.

♥

A moment. A love. A dream. Aloud.

Don't make a girl fall for you if you don't plan to catch her in the first place okay?

Penang guys are ugly. Ok not ugly ugly but just ugly in the inside.

Idk why but a lot of people regard me like Aunt Agony and come to me whenever they have

relationship problems and guys keep telling me about how terrible girls are, playing with their feelings and then leaving them hanging just like that. They say girls are complicated.

Well here's a girl's side of the story, you suckers.

I've only really have my heart broken ONCE and it was enough.

You know, this guy probably thought I was nothing, but him to me, at that time, was everything.

It took me, believe it or not, almost a year to completely not feel sad over him and the whole time I was dealing with getting back up on my feet, he got himself another girl, broke up and fell for idk how many millions girls after that.

Right, the whole thing is not about him. I don't understand why guys go to 5 different girls at the same time, make each one of them feel like they're special, and at their own convenience just pick the best one for THEMSELVES and forget the other 4. You can't contain your lust? You need THAT much attention?

" You don't make a girl fall for you if you don't plan on catching her in the first place."

ESPECIALLY when that girl is super amazing and you're just down right paria.

Come on, all that guys have to do is to be super damn sweet to a girl, and no matter how ugly

you are, she'll fall for you. I think that's a terrible thing to do cos when at the end, you ditch

her. And make her feel THAT much worthless. I can absolutely forgive you for being an asshole, because well, aren't we all a little asshole-ish in the inside? But what I cannot forgive you, is for wasting my time. And for bringing my self-esteem sooooo low.

Ok I'm not bragging here. But I have had many people crushing on me. And I had the courtesy of not responding so they know they won't have hope. I don't go around making the whole world fall for me and then dumping them like some kinda garbage.

I have this friend, who likes this guy, who is totally useless. I know, but should I continue letting her be happy and then totally crushed in the end? And maybe hope for a miracle that this guy won't be a complete jerk to her? Or should I just tell her? End her fake happiness and not allow her to be hurt?

I have this OTHER friend who has met nothing but useless useless guys who broke her heart one time too many. I applaud her. Because no matter how sad she is, she keeps on holding on and hanging in there, and keeps on fighting for love. She's brave and I hope I can be a little more like her.

So don't ask me why I'm single. I'm single because the people I have met are jerks. I'm single because I'm awesome and I know I deserve something better. Nuff said.

* and why is it that in relationships I'm always like the guy?!?!?! I know I'm a tough little girl but I need to be taken care of too. What, if I'm too much to handle: TO THE LEFT TO THE LEFT.*

Shake It Up. It's Christmas Time. ❥

So seeing that last year's Christmas post is STILL on the first page, you'll know that I haven't REALLY been blogging. However, I wanted a Christmas blogpost to sum up my entire year of 2010. SO here ya go~!

The whole of 2010 can be summed up by this teeny weeny mood-timeline of mine: (click)

Dec '09-Jan'10: Gawd, if I had to pick a time in my life where every single second was purely AMAZING and noth else, it would be somewhere between those two months. Not gonna elaborate but at that time, SPM just flew outta my life, I REALLY thought I was ready for love(finally) and I don't know, my friends were great, family was loving. I had the most out of the world where everything feels like the movies kinda moments. I loved it. At that time, I truly believed in magic. =)

Mid-Feb: December came and gone. Even the strongest magic wears out in time. I was really sad at this point of my life. A lot of crying a lot of sombre. Blah let's make this short alrightey? NSC no likey gloom. But reality sinks in and no one really knew what was wrong with me at that time? And I guess I just didn't want the world to know so it's a lot of being alone in my room crying in the dark kinda days. I hated it. Because 1st of Jan was a GREAT day, a GREAT way to start my year so what I go through at this time, what a total contrast. This sick, strange darkness goes on till... well read on. :D

JUNE: Now who says Form Six is a total waste of time? Because I think it is one of the BEST times of my life. I needed this change. I needed new friends, new environment. SXI is a really welcoming school with its friendly smiles and warm embrace. I loved it there. I think at any point of my life for me to truly appreciate friendship, I'd say it's during Form Six where I really value all my friends. Guess what, at that time, for a moment there, I was happy. =)

December: Hellow, this is the month we're in now. Lol I'm really good at paraphrasing my life yeah? December, december.. I have lots to expect actually judging on how well it was last year. But this is a girl who's lost all hope. Right now, I'm clinging on to the littlest things to bring back the lustre and joy in my eyes. I don't know what to expect. I'm happy, that's true, but will I ever be as happy?

So there you go. My 2010 in 4 paragraphs. :D

Truth is, I was only ever excited to talk about Decembers.

Because it's the holidays so there's a lot of time for self reflection,

reading and simply just indulging in life and exploring whatever that is waiting for you.

This December, I wanted to smile again. Like really, really smile.

I wanted to bring my Christmas tree out and revive the whole Xmas spirit in my home

but I live in a really small house now you know so a Christmas tree is not very practical atm. =/

Now this is when December shows its first sign of Christmas miracle because guess what?

I got THIS as a present!:

It's a mini Christmas tree which is now sitting happily next to my TV. =)

Anyway, remember THIS?:

Wish no. 1 : My friends and family were all happy and safe this year. CHECK!

Wish no. 2: Oh I got my dream come true alright, and a little bit more lol. CHECK!

Wish no. 9: THANK YOU FREDDIE AND ADRIAN!! CHECK CHECK CHECK!

Wish no. 10: My phone's alright, it dropped into the toilet bowl but it's alright haha. CHECK!

This year, I decided to be LESS greedy so I only asked Santa for five wishes.

Some inevitable, I just HAD to ask.

So Santa, how bout that Christmas miracle nau? ❥

Last but not least, here's wishing you a merry, Merry Christmas and a GREAT 2011 ahead!

❥

Facebook Cliches

Heylow hunny bunnies. Whoa in just a wink of an eye we're ten years from millenium 2000 already. An ignorant 8-year-old as I was, I can spot cliches like how I can easily tell if you're gay. (Uhuh I have a gaydar. Aren't I the coolest? :DDDD) Two oh one oh is coming to an end so dare I present you:

THE 2010 FACEBOOK CLICHES

1.The Emo Post

I get it. Eff your life. You're depressed. You're emo. But HELLO I'm a mood sponge and you posting all these emo posts ALL THE TIME makes ME emo. And ohh you won't like it when I'M emo. Hey here's a thought, try befriending this person for ONCE. He's called HAPPY!!!

2.The "Honey I can't live without you" Post.

We know we know. You love your girlfriend/boyfriend. Posting something on her/his wall is utterly sweet I gotta admit. =) But ONCE in a while. Talking to each other EVERYDAY on facebook: Uhh uhh not cool. People just don't respect privacy no more. :( Aiya if both of you are not sien with each other already, we reading it on our live feeds also sien lah. =/

3. The " I only quote songs on my statuses" Post

Ohhkay you got me. Guilty as charged. I do this sometimes because hey some of the lyrics are REALLY meaningful ok! But then if you do this consecutively for more than 3 times then no honey, it's not fun anymore. It just shows that you have nothing clever to say. WHOOPSIE!

4. The Love Guru

Dude, stop giving us love quotes. Again, once in a while, ok no harm done because some of us needs 'em sometimes. But repeatedly, HAIYOYO you probably googled them anyway lah so spare us 'your' two cents. I mean for all you know you're probably a pakar cinta yang putus cinta HAHAHAH.

5.The Swear-O-Mania

You may be angry sometimes and you feel like you HAVE to swear. Totally fine. But SOME people has to have the 'F' word in every single freaking post. Actually quite creative pun lor they can slot in such a negative word even in the happiest most optimistic posts. Bravo! But don't do it. Not cool.

6. The "Fringe covering half of my face" Picture

Hahahaha some people have a 'Profile Pictures' album full of 285 pictures of themselves and ALL of them with a big chunk of fringe covering half of their faces!! Sure lah you look so hot in those pics because HALF of your face cannot be seen what!! Hahaha

7.The Quiz/App Freak

Okay you just found a crate of Garlic in your Restaurant City or you just helped Johnny harvest his carrots in Farmville. And yes the quiz says " Dear Jessy, you are a very independent girl who would not allow...." on "What Kind of Girl are You?". HONEY, quizes and all those apps are not kewl anymore. Haven't you heard that liking pages is the IN thing now? Lol. "Tan Ah Beng just liked ' stop calling yourself ugly so that people can say you're not' on Ilike" Now THAT'S KEWL!

8. The Celebrity Profile Picture

Right, you're probably not as hot as Chace Crawford but having him in your profile pic won't score you any MORE chicks. It just makes you creepy and what's worse is having a FULL album of 'em celeb pics. Dude, COME ON.... we know you're not THAT ugly lah. Have some confidence chump!

9. The DSLR Picture

Eg. Inserted Picture :

Right back then, it was SUPER cool to own a DSLR. But now, it's so not anymore okay because everyone has one and who knows it's probably not yours anyway you borrowed it from your neighbour's neighbour just to look cool. =.= Thus, taking said picture to look rich/cool: AIN'T WORKING.

10. The Iphone or Blackberry Post

I find this MOST annoying. People just like to ask "Hmm should I get the Iphone 4, Blackberry, HTC or Nokie N97 mini?" UGGHHH if you're so rich then get them ALL lah. Makes us poor people feel bad nya. =.=


p/s: Me hopes I hurt no one in this post. But uhh I don't care lol because it IS annoying. But I do these cliches too! (Hah! Hypocrite!)

p/s/s: The word 'cliche' here looks stupid because I can't spell it with that thing on top of the 'e'!

Choking on mooncakes *BURP*

I'm gonna tell you a story today. =D

You know I'm Miss Realistic.
Everyday I go to school and all the teachers keep telling you
"You should study real hard. Do you know how much accountants and businessmen earn?"
Surelah. This is the cikgu's job: to make you so hopeful and enthusiastic about future.
So, many of us are like
"WAHHH REALLY ARR?!?! WALIAU I WANNA BECOME AN ACCOUNTANT LIAO!!"
Yea ok let's be realistic.
Every company needs an accountant.
And accountants start with a basic pay of 2000++
So when I'm like 30 something I'll get SO much kaching $ MUAHAHAH
And then I'm gonna turn 50 and then my company is too poor to pay me cos then I'll be TOO professional for them,
and then no one wants to hire me because fresh graduates would be more meticulous and careful and DEFINITELY cheaper(Hah si kiamsiap punya company).
So let's sum it all up: I'm 50 and jobless.
DAYUMMM cikgu I thought you said I'll get everything in life if I just STUDIED HARD?!!?
This is well pretty much what happened to my daddy.
And honestly, life couldn't be happier now.
I love it because everything's just so simple =)
nope I don't live in a condo,
nope I don't have big cars
nope I don't get a lotta allowance.
But my family are united as ever.
And everyone just seems so happy now you know?
You're not gonna understand those years when your dad works overseas.
We miss him.
But he misses us more.
Imagine how he feels spending CNY, christmas and his BIRTHDAY alone.
When you get so lonely there's absolutely no meaning to life.=(
I just feel for him ya know? To bring food to our tables, he has to go through the lonely days all by himself and countdown to the day when he can actually spend like what A WEEK(?) with his family?
Where's the drive to live then?
Might as well live LESS luxuriously and love MORE.
I'm not finding an excuse for being poor lol.
Just professing how much I cherish the time I still have to spend with my family now.

Showers of love to mummy, daddy, grandma and my annoying sister,
中秋节快乐!

* Lol I totally googled that up xD Btw I only celebrated two days after because we only bought mooncakes today. (after the festival half price whaaat) Later gator!

Nyums.♥

HOLIDAYS. 'NUFF SAID. =)

I'm LOVING the holidays babeyyyyyy!!

('cept the part where my homework is begging me to touch them -don't think dirty you sicko-)

You know what.. This has never occurred to me before but I'm actually pretty excited for this year's Raya!! =DDDDD

I've gotta stop you here before you say anything else.. no more mean insults towards me. No more wishing me Selamat Hari Raya. No more "Hey you shouldn't you be eating halal food?''.

Not funny. Stop it. Period.

Gosh people can be so mean. You know I'm seriously sick of your stereotypical views ok. There's absolutely nothing wrong with mix marriages or getting close to someone of other race you know? Ok you know. It's really funny because you can accept the fact that I'm eating roti canai with my Indian + Malay friends but once people see you getting beyond that point people start talking shyt about you. Bigotry. Ugghh. If I could puke at you I would.

Neeways back to the point. (Sorry I just had to vent out how I felt like 7 months ago. Had to let you know I'm a person with feelings too. =.=) I dunno why but for some very odd reason..this year's Raya feels like Christmas to me O.O Maybe the Jesus is Nabi Isa thing and Mother Mary is Maryam thing is really starting to make sense. Shocker. Or maybe it's just the fact that people are being racists so often now that we younger, more open-minded hopefuls would like to look at the world in a rosy-coloured way. I do. I honestly do.

In all honesty, I don't believe in the concept of OneMalaysia. You know why? Because I never HAD to. I was never born a racist. I had really close friends right up from Kindy regardless of their skin colour. I miss Hafizah, Ashykin, Asnah, Pauline, and we used to play all the time with Syamina&Farina and in std 6 Hema was one of my bestest friends. NOW? I LOVE LOVE LOVE Rashveen+Resham to the max. See? I don't need a concept to re-enhance what I already feel.

Cmon guys, time to act real. Let's just move on and focus on more important things aite? Because this is definitely holding ALL of us back. Sad, sad, sad. That said... I just wanted to wish everyone...

P/s: I WANT YOUR RENDANG!!

Oh and another reason why Raya feels like Christmas is probably because of this commercial. TV3 shouln't have cancelled it. I'm in a festive mood now. Hah. Cya peeps peeps peeps. :D WATCH.

Cougars. =)

YO. YO. YO. I'M BACK!!! Lol probably because I find it so disgraceful to leave my blog hanging with tht super ugly post before. (Die lahhh no boyfriend for the next 1 year =.=)

Anyway hey GUESS WHAT?!? I just realised that omg I'm friggin eighteen!!!!
Ok so if you don't know already.. I'm currently doing Form Six in SXI. (Not complaining, one of the best times of my life :D)

SO that day Krystle asked us to name the top five cute guys in the Lower Sixes that are potential bfssss and then suddenly....

~AWKWARD PAUSE~

LOL~~~!!!! No offence but I don't know why there're SO many cuter people in Form Five!! Lol and the worse part is, no form five would go for an eighteen-year-old.. so bad news gals. xDD

You know you're too old when younger guys would go for fresher, younger and MUCH MUCH cuter girls and older guys would prefer something hotter. So sorry lor this generation of lower sixes.. maybe consider signing up for college now?

Anyway, EHH CONTROL YOURSELVES ARR GIRLS YOU SIGNED UP FOR FORM SIX TO STUDY. =D

My top five favourite cougars(not that I'm FOR it, but they're HAWT stuff nonetheless ;D):



NUMBER FIVE
Memang gay but you can't deny the fact that Portia's HOT, Ellen...err so not. xD

NUMBER FOUR

Ughhh Jesus Luz is LUVVVVV =D




NUMBER THREE
Awww so so cute! ='(




NUMBER TWO

NO. ELABORATION. NEEDED.





NUMBER ONE!!!!!
Heck they're so hot they even produce HOT babies! Lol I'm so jelezzzz.